» Thu Dec 15, 2011 1:38 am
I don't think so. I am too vain, most people are. I mean even if you aren't a particularly vain person, most of us brush our hair, take showers, use lotion and deoderant, and fantasize about other humans sixually. I am a modest person, but looking like a zombie, being hated by other humans, never having six with a normal human again, not being able to have children (many people seem to ignore or forget this particular fact). Some people say they are glad to be immune to radiation and disease? Isn't being a ghoul a disease? Isn't the worst threat of radiation becoming a ghoul? Ghouls eventually die too, as all people do, so having all these superior survival traits is worthless. I'm not morbid, life is worth living, but living a life just to defy death is insane.
If I became a ghoul, I'd might go feral. They don't choose to be feral, they just go insane. But if I became a ghoul, I would hope I wouldn't commit suicide. I would try to benefit the world. And if I was in Fallout, I tried to help ghouls be treated fairly even with my ghoul prejudice (the prejudice that I would occassionally avert my eyes and pity them, which is a bit cruel). If I became feral, I would hope non-feral ghouls would kill me before I killed others.