» Mon Mar 21, 2011 6:58 am
Throwing some ideas around here.
I would venture to say to the OP that a portion of your frustration probably arises from reading these here forums and seeing people argue -- and not just argue, but full on demean, fight, and insult each other -- and not understanding why.
Like so many here, I got involved with the lore when I encountered Morrowind. Even when I first started playing the game, I was the type of player who went through it very slowly and cautiously, reading every book I came across carefully, aware that I was not actually understanding what I was reading. However, I have only now, years later, reread through enough of the books and various archived forum postings to develop any semblance of "understanding" regarding the Elder Scrolls universe. This is not because it is ambiguous; rather, it is because it is alarmingly specific -- in contradictory ways. It has never been particularly difficult to ascertain, for example, which deities correspond to others in the various pantheons -- their names and forms are undeniably similar -- but it is frustrating to accept that a deity from one pantheon performs a contradictory action in a correspondingly different pantheon.
However, this is what makes this body of work so beautiful -- it requires us to set aside notions of things "making sense." These games would not be as interesting if they did. Without intending to provoke discussions of Morrowind vs. Oblivion, I can, I think, objectively state that this is one of the reasons many felt disappointed with the lore aspects of Oblivion: there just wasn't the same level of intrigue. As much as our nature yearns to know the "why"s, there is something deeply, deeply satisfying about saying "I don't know"; It makes us yearn more, and there is such beauty in the yearning.
Now back to what I was saying earlier about the forums being a source of frustration.
You mention this elite caste of loremaster. I acknowledge others have devoted more time and effort into understanding lore, but they are not an elite class above me. They've just prioritized their hobbies differently than I. That having been said, I, too, have felt the sting of inadequacy when attempting to pose questions I feel are unanswered or even new ideas I feel have been unaddressed by the lore community. This is in part due to the reasons previous posters have mentioned -- the resources are available online, etc., etc. However, if you are like me, I find that people are my most valuable resource, in life and online. They often answer questions quicker than I can find them, or if I encounter a particularly difficult text, others often have insight where I did not. It becomes discouraging and difficult to appreciate lore when your own remarks or questions are brushed aside or derided as ignorant. But as a point of advice, I say this: Do not let this stop you. Do not let heated debates here diminish your own conclusions. If we approach lore as literature (and I think this is a good approach), there is room for interpretation. You're allowed to disagree personally, though dogheadedly insisting on an opinion here will get you nowhere (particularly if you don't have good sources to back your opinion up). If there is ambiguity in the lore, it is only the ambiguity of artistic interpretation. As others have said, this is not the downfall of ES lore -- it is its crowning achievement.
It's 5 AM and I've just written an emotional essay. Hope this makes sense.