» Tue Apr 06, 2010 11:42 am
Arwen, I have been around from the beginning of ART, and before, reading your journal and I am not the only one. One thing you need to know is that you have a lot of fans, and people who appreciate your work. Most of us try to offer constructive opinions and bug reports. Yes, there are a few that tend to bash and simply criticize for whatever reason. It is unfortunate, but I have looked at many mod discussions and you are not alone. While the community is generally very good, it is a community and like most all of then, there are issue/differences. My suggestion is this: It may be hard, but put much less energy into defending your mod or maybe not even try to do so. Sort of like a tough skin. Imho, you have earned the right not to have to defend your work; i.e. by giving plenty of information on your mod site, readme, journal etc... Modding is not easy. Having to check and recheck, test and retest hundreds of settings. Tracking down unusual bugs, and doing your best to create a balance. All with a game engine that is old, inefficient and buggy. If someone only wants to read the title and nothing else, then it's their fault. I can't count the number of times that you have had to repeat, on the forum or the Nexus, things that you have already written for all to see. In any case, my idea is to maybe make up some default comment for anyone that is unfairly critical or wants things “their” way, like, "please read all my materials. This is my vision of Fallout New Vegas, I hope you like it, but if not, you have a choice to use something else" Then just copy, past and move on.
Arwen Quote: "In the end, 90% of my changes are based totally on my own game play testing, combined with a mess of intuition"
Yes! In the end this is how it should be!
In the end, I think we all have to take a step back and realize that this is your mod, your vision, and your gift to us Fallout fans. Is is perfect? No. Is the default game perfect? A big No way!! You do all this working with a poor game engine to begin with and make it much, much, better.
If ultimately you need a month break from the melodrama of some of this then by all means you should take the time. Work on it without distractions. I am hoping that you will feel the support from us all, use that to boost your energy, and leave the naysayers behind and come back sooner. Either way we are here for you.
Mahalo,
Nemesis.