Prologue
"But sir, if you would only give me a little more time, I am certain you would be interested in my proposition."
"The answer is still 'No', Mr. Beauchamp. I have no desire to listen to anything you have to say. You may leave now."
"If I gave offense by my earlier remarks, I apologize. It is simply that one sometimes hears things?. I know that financial remuneration is not important to you, but I thought that perhaps the spirit of adventure might be enough to entice you."
"Mr. Beauchamp, I have everything I need right here. My family is here, my home is here, my life is here. I have no interest in the 'spirit of adventure'. I have found that 'adventure' is simply another way of saying 'a desperate attempt to survive the situation in which one has stupidly placed oneself'. You will leave now. That is not a request."
I heard the front door open and close with a finality that punctuated those last words. Then another voice spoke up:
"Weren't you perhaps a bit hard on him, dear?"
The response was a growl:
"You heard what he said as well as I did- '?your well-known talent for getting into and out of tight places?.' He called me a thief, is what he did."
"Well, yes, but after all, you were a thief, you know. And he did come to you directly, not lurking behind some intermediary."
"Perhaps I used to be a thief, but I hoped I had put all that behind me. And besides, he came to me arrogantly and rudely, just is if he were a bloody Imperial, instead of a fellow Breton."
"A 'bloody Imperial?' " I could envision the raised eyebrow that accompanied that innocent question.
The voices moved away to another part of the house, and I could not make out the muttered words that I was sure were an apology. But that wasn't important; I had already heard everything I needed to know. I had a name now and a goal. Louis Beauchamp- and Solstheim!
Leaving home is rarely easy, or at least so I have heard. But I felt as if I had to, as if I was slowly smothering. If I was going to do the things I wanted to do, I must get away. There were places I wanted to explore- places he had never been. How typical of him to disparage the idea of adventure- after he had lived the kind of life others only dreamed of! And then to just?stop. As if he could pretend that none of it had ever happened if he did not speak of it. But others spoke of it- oh yes. Louis Beauchamp certainly had that right- one did “hear things”. It was easy enough to tell others that the meat was no good when you had eaten your fill. I had tasted nothing but the scraps of someone else's greatness for my whole life and I could stand it no longer. I would leave that very night- but not for Solstheim, at least not yet. It would not do to arrive in that far place as a penniless beggar. Although we were comfortable, and never wanted for the necessities, money was not given to me in any quantity. And though I knew the location of the family treasury well enough, I would not steal. I would not be named a thief, no matter who my father was.
Once the house had quieted, I gathered a small pack of clothing, the few coins that were my own, and a well-worn quarterstaff. How I longed for a bright blade to hang at my side! How could a ready fellow such as I set off on a grand adventure without a trusty sword? But of course I had never been trained in the use of swords, and I recalled the answer when I asked:
"Violence is the result of a mistake. If you avoid mistakes, you can avoid fights. A good walking stick will serve you better. Anything that cannot be dealt with by a sharp rap on the snout is best avoided."
As if I had never seen the scars that marked his body, never heard the stories that everyone knew by heart, never gazed at the virtual armory hidden throughout the house.
Most of the hidden weapons appeared to be no more than well-used examples of the crafter's art?. But some of them seemed to? whisper among themselves and to move of their own volition. I know it sounds foolish, the overheated imagining of a child, but I swear it is true. He had never gotten those swords or those scars sitting in front of the fire, reading books. And yet, when he went to the cornerclub for a solitary drink, and the other men related their exploits, he said nothing. Instead, he simply sat in the shadows with a glass of wine. Even so, if ever a stranger came through and became too loud or boastful, someone would nod toward the quiet figure in the corner and whisper a few words. And then the braggart would fall silent, perhaps even turn a bit pale.
All of these thoughts and more tumbled through my head as I waited in the pre-dawn darkness for the silt-strider to arrive. Perhaps it was foolish to use such a public means of transport, but I wanted distance. And going to Balmora first would help throw off any pursuit. In any event, I doubted that there would be much concern, at least not for several days. When the strider driver saw me waiting, he grinned and said,
"Going on a trip are ye, young sir? I'll have you in Balmora before you know it. Just sit back and relax."
He waved away my offered fare with a jovial snort.
"Oh, no charge for you, young sir. Get yourself on up and we'll be on our way."
I took his generosity with bad grace, because I knew that it was not for my own sake that I did not have to pay my passage. I was nobody, nothing- just another who stood in the great man's shadow. He was the hero of the age- everyone said so. Books and ballads had been written about him. And why not? After all, he was Trey of High Rock, Nerevar Reborn, savior of Vvardenfell. And I was his son.