» Wed Jan 26, 2011 4:25 pm
A longer book, this time. Now with illustrations! As always, please let me know what you think.
Destruction and Madness
By Lorcka of Summerset. Illustrations by Astia Inventius.
Although I have not set foot upon the sands of the Blessed Isle for many a year, rumours reach me of the prevalence of Daedra worship in my homeland. A screed was recently written by Alessia Ottus, entitled "Profane Secrets of the Crusader", aiming to discredit my motives in questing for the Crusader's Relics and smiting Umaril the Unfeathered. It concluded that the relics should be under the care of the Legion, not a knight with a questionable past. Among the more serious charges were allegations that I have made servile offerings to all the Princes, from the King of [censored] to the Webspinner. More serious was the charge that I consider myself some sort of brother to the Comforter of Men, Sheogorath. I will address these points in reverse order.
On the second, I read with curiosity that Ms. Ottus had not one credible proof for this outrageous claim. It is true that I have visited the Madhouse, or Shivering Isles, for reasons of an alchemical, scholarly and practical nature. To elaborate, the ingredients in the planes of Oblivion have properties not seen in flora of Nirn. Secondly, I considered it my duty to investigate any potential threat to the heart of the Empire. Thirdly, the materials of the Isles provide greater protection than even the strongest steel or mithril of Nirn. Her evidence for this ludicrous claim is based on second-hand overheard ramblings of madmen and the words of Dark Seducers and Golden Saints. She would take the words of the insane and the Lesser Daedra over the Champion of Cyrodiil? I humbly ask my dear readers to make up their own minds on this charge. If you still doubt, I bid you enter the Isles and look upon the Madgod, if you are blessed by Sheogorath.
On the second claim, I have nothing to hide and will boldly admit that her claims her are true. I had spoken to all of the Daedric Princes, with the exception of Mehrunes Dagon. If this surprises you, I beg your patience as I explain my reasoning. First of all, the scholar in me demanded it. How could any right-minded mage deny the opportunity of conversing with beings of such ancient power? The second reason is based on the words of a great man, "The gods can turn anything to good.". If the Mace of Molag Bal is kept out of the hands of wicked conjurers, is this not a good thing? If the Ebony Blade slays a bandit, is this not a good thing? I again leave judgment to the reader.
As I have mentioned, I had not spoken to the Prince of Destruction, Mehrunes Dagon. This brings me to the title of this volume, for it is an exploration of the second claim and a glimpse at the first danger. My justification was the same as that of my other forays into conversations with the Princes; knowledge. Leros Chael wisely advises us that "Knowledge of the enemy mage's mind is of the foremost importance. Once you know his mind, you will know his weaknesses". What greater enemy is there than Mehrunes Dagon? However, even if it was within my power to summon him, I would not, at the risk of another Mournhold. Instead, I decided to endeavour to meet him at the very seat of his power in Oblivion.
The great sacrifice of Martin Septim sealed the Oblivion Gates, forever. However, in my battles through the Deadlands, I had no chance to encounter the Lord of the realm. Know, dear reader, that the Deadlands consist of scattered, scorched islands set in a sea of flame, not an ordered plane. My first challenge was not only how to re-reach the Deadlands, but how to encounter Mehrunes Dagon directly.
Students of the College of Conjuration will be aware of the great mage Morian Zenas, who was able to traverse the planes of Oblivion. My contacts in the Arcane University allowed me to track down his apprentice, Seif-ij Hidja. Understandably he was reluctant to share his secrets, looking at me as one might look at a madman. Who would want to go back to the Deadlands, after all? I decided not to further stir painful memories and left him. The answer struck me when I was organising my weapons in Rosethorn hall. Thieves be advised, my housekeeper is very handy with Goldbrand. I have in my possession a powerful claymore I used to protect the Emperor during the invasion of the Imperial City. In my unthinking fury, I had slashed in futility at Dagon himself. Through the conspiracies of a rogue Telvanni, I also have in my possession Mehrunes Razor.
I have seen an arcane ritual being performed, through which I retrieved the Amulet of Kings, which allowed passage to what I believed to be a sub-realm of Mehrunes Dagon using the blood of a Daedra. Here, I had not only his essence in the Razor, but his very blood from his appearance on Nirn. I could use this as a 'compass' of sorts to orientate myself to the exact location where Dagon himself was seated. In the high Jeralls, using these artifacts, the blood of the Prince and a unique compound conjuration/alteration spell I was able to summon a part of his realm to Nirn. Alteration contained his realm in the form of a small portal beneath my feet. I will not elaborate further. In the cold I checked the buckles and seals of my armour for a return to violence. I concealed the portal with an illusion spell, lest a hapless traveller stumble across it.
The contrast to the cold mountain air of the Jeralls was jarring; the sweltering heat and the familiar smell, a sickly mix of ash, noxious gases and rotting meat. I was undoubtedly back in the Deadlands. I drew Dawnfang, although saw no Daedra in immediate sight. In front of me, and atop a twisting mountain of scorched stone, was a huge tower unlike anything I had seen in the Deadlands before. Dagon's Pleasure Palace.
Deciding that discretion was the better part of valour, I rendered myself invisible as I scaled the peak, skirting around Storm Atronachs and Spider Daedra. Ascending the peak, I found the path to the tower was blocked by three Dremora Valkynaz; Dagon's personal guard. The middle Dremora, clad as a warrior, saw through my cloak and spoke in distorted Dremora tones.
"You should not be here, mortal. By what right do you disturb us?"
I spoke frankly, knowing the Dremora fondness for plain speech and invoking the name of their master, which usually renders lesser Daedra more compliant. I also readied a shock spell in case I was forced to defend myself.
"I seek audience with your Lord and Prince, Mehrunes Dagon."
"You, mortal, wish to speak with the Most Puissant Lord? You are familiar to me. You alone entered the Great Gate and spoiled our chase of the Septim. I honour you for your courage. You make beg audience with my Lord, fettlekyn. Or your head may end up as His trophy."
With these words the Valkynaz allowed me access to the seat of Destruction. The form of Dagon loomed in front of his palace, taller than his mercifully brief appearance on Nirn. Daedra can take form according to their will, so the discrepancy was of no surprise.
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What did surprise me was his reduction in size as I approached. Perhaps an attempt to tempt me to lessen my guard. I did not dwell on it further, for The Prince of Destruction is without subtlety. Before I could could address him Dagon spoke to me, in a clear, deep voice tainted by malice.
"A little mortal, in the heart of my power. A special little mortal, too. One who thinks he revels in victory. If you come to gloat to a Daedric Prince, you will die. I could crush you into dust."
"I do not seek death," I replied, "But seek to understand the mind of a god."
"Understand? A foolish endeavour. But I have heard your name whispered in the Waters by my brothers. By one of my brothers in particular, whose spread we halted by our eternal power. Curse-mantler, you understand better than most mortals the mind of a god. But in this place, you are of no consequence. Your actions are meaningless. The name of Mehrunes Dagon is said in hushed whispers across the realm of Mundus. I am the victor. I am the seed of change. You carry my Razor. A worthy bearer, perhaps, for you too are an agent of change and chaos, soaking the land in blood. You serve me whether you know it or not, mortal. Understand that, and be gone."
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With that, I felt the cold of Tamriel once more, the portal cracked and useless beneath my feet. The Prince of Destruction was typically boastful, but unusually thought provoking.
I am destruction. I am Madness.