I know Black_Hand for Fliggerty's forum. He's really a cool guy, in spite of all the trash I thank about him behind his back.
Connary. Everyone has waited this long. So take your time buddy.
Nah, I know, he's a pretty cool guy. Quite the writer, too.
BUT, any way.
To be on topic...
I'm just going to say; connary, when directors make movies, it takes millions of dollars, thousands of hours, and so much coordinating and positioning, and hiring actors, scouting locations, and getting props, writing down a script, etc etc. A movie is nothing more than a piece of artwork in motion. Which is exactly what Morrowind is; a piece of artwork you delve yourself into. You become it. You feel it. You being to see all those faces around Balmora, knowing each persons name before your crosshair even touches them, bringing up their name. You begin to see, in your mind, the day-to-day basis these NPCs, these PEOPLE made of strings of code and tangents of zeroes and ones, and you begin to love them, remember them forever. Much like you can quote a favorite movie, so can you quote a favorite dialogue response from an NPC, or a quest that you hardly made it through, being saved only by that one last health potion and being able to run out of the dungeon with the loot. So much like a world you can envision yourself within.
When I play Morrowind, I get a mystic feel in my mind. Like I know whats going to happen, as I've played the game for years, but a part of me tries to block the remembrance out, to be mystified and enamored with what I see around the next turn on the road north of Caldera, or in that murky ancestral tomb. I feel like the Telvanni towers are growing out of my own imagination, and every time I look up at the sun high in the skies over Vvardenfell, I feel like I am right up there with it, admiring the thick brush of the Bitter Coast, gazing over the gentle hills of the Grazelands, and loosing myself amongst the ash in the Ashlands. Much as a I know you feel when you see the timber houses of Solstheim enveloped in this snowy haze, the feeling of the Nords' pride running through your heart as you roam the icy wastes in search of a cure for Lycanthropy. Or as you feel when you hear your favorite song on the soundtrack come on while you're deep within the heart of Dagoth Ur itself, feeling like you can hear your own footsteps echoing off the Dwemer metal, feel your hand gripping that Daedric Katana. And that's why you made your art. You feel your imagination grow with each texture you make, each part of this world of Morrowind, one which resides in your mind to forever take credence over your own imagination, your own little world to escape to and dream for hours and hours, and you make this world seem so much more alive. So much more cultural and foreboding and eerie and magical and living, BREATHING. You take a part of your own soul and put it into the game world for everyone to remember you by. So everyone can say 'I'm living in connarys fantasies, and I am, in turn becoming part of these fantasies.'It's what makes Morrowind what it is. An escape. A canvas. A blank slate. A lifestyle.
And much like movie directors and producers, they make their art into a living form. Yet even after all that hard work they put into it, all the salvage they must bare in the end, the pain they go through for their masterpiece to finally be done and available for everyone to see and enjoy, there are still people who go and pirate the movies. Still people who will always steal. But it does not make everyone stop making movies, now does it?
Don't let it stop you from expressing yourself. I feel that all the modders are sort of getting high on their egos, saying their work can't be used for this and this reason, and while it may be a respect issue, no one here REALLY respects anyone. If we all met up in real life, and one of us needed money for a new house, or to pay the electric bill, very few, if any of us, would go out on a limb for each other. It's not a respect thing to be taking into consideration. There's no need to try and copyright your work. Just let it live, let it flow, like you've been wanting for the past two and a half years. Don't let this sense of idiocy and arrogance get to you, don't let the fact that other modders find their stuff too good to be stolen from off of the internet let you get derailed. I'll be the first to say it; I'll simply be pissed to no end if this stupid compilation thing gets to ANY of the modders who were involved, because in the end, it's them being selfish and letting the small things in life control their work. Their artwork.
Just go ahead and release it, don't bother with tip-toeing with a copyright or a security system to keep your work on one specific site and waste all this time and put all this useless effort and get all of this unneeded stress put onto you, and let the memory of Morrowind live on, man.