Dear those-who-knows-the-stuff-about-TES-lore
Before I start ranting, be aware that I am so unsure on my subject that I only assume what I say. You'll hopefully help me a little closer to knowledge. I'm calling out to all you who have a clear - no not neccesarily clear, but clearer overview than most, regarding the crazy lore of Elder Scrolls. The Crazy Lore. Not the regular facade of "Common Fantasy" that most of the games hide under.
Now, I know (or I think I know) that I have been presented with elves, trolls and dragons alike in my past gamethroughs. But, now I think have sensed what monster lies beneath. Beneath all the regular and safe picture which everyone can perceive, lies a terrifying obscurity that has a seems to be as slippery for my mind as the floor of my bathroom is for my feet every saturday. Reminding me sort of quantum physics. What I mean is that it's weird shiz. I noticed this first after I had played Oblivion, as I was too young to realise that "people" (if that is even the proper term) like Vivec/Vehk was not just a daft elf. After that I've marveled in the crazy of this lore.
And that's why I cry for you. I frequently search for your comments in the subjects to strengthen my grasp on these subjects, but it seems like searching for needles in a haystack, even when I stalk your profiles. I'm talking of you peepz who know about and can explain the context of the terms like "Kalpa" and "Nu-Mantia" and can tell about Anu and Padomay and the functions of Aurbis without quoting Dr. Who's "Timey wimey wibbly wobbly stuff"
Now I have played from Morrowind and up, read the books I have found, svcked Elder Scrolls Wikia, UESP and Imperial Library dry. Among my those of my pals who also share an interest in TES, I'm considered "the dude who knows the lore"... But still there is so many things I don't understand. Compared to you guys, I am just a rookie, and now I figured it would be best if I simply wrote on the forums for help, possibly helping those who is in the same boat as me.
Now I understand that all souls are remnants of the (if not simply directly) Et'Ada. From as I have understood, these Et'Ada vary in size, as rocks on a beach. Some are legendary rocks of worship, while most are simply sand. Some of these Et'Ada build Mundus (or was it just Nirn?) out of themselves, which I think is what we call Ehlnofey (this is were you have to correct me in detail) What is the Hist in this context?
Also, as I understood it, Ehlnofey vary from being the animals and humanoids to being the laws of "nature". And I believe they also died? Atleast this all resulted in their mortality, nomatter how big they where. So even the worshipped Aedra, are considered mortal in that case. But what is mortality? As I remember, everyone returns to Aetherius when they die, either forever as with Sovngarde, or briefly as with the Dreamsleeve. So mortality drives you back to the realm that Magnus and the Magna Ge fled to in order to escape mortality? Or is there special rules for bigger Aedra?
Also, to switch to a part that I find just as cagey: Kalpa? What are they? I know that they are measure of time, if they aren't each a time entirety by themselves. But Alduin was supposed to eat them! When did our current kalpa start? At the beginning? But what was before? Is there even something before "The beginning" or is it like there's nothing south of the south pole? Did creation happen at the beginning? Wasn't it something with twelve worlds before the beginning? Whatever alduin eats, I know Shor and Dagon has made sure that a little leftover is hidden. Maybe because Alduin is, or used to be, or never was but still related to Akatosh, Alduin is time consuming almost everything. Maybe last Kalpa is whatever we only remember very little if any about, simply because of the passing of time. Maybe it is something I don't know about, but you people know about. I can't use these maybes for much if there is an actual answer out there, even if it is a multi-faced one as TES lore tend to have.
Also, what are the definite borders of Nirn? And Mundus? And Oblivion? And Aetherius? And Aurbis? Do they even have any? What of the functions? Are there some "effects" that cease working once you get further out? Here I think of the "We believe it, thus it is true" effect. As I understand it, mythos binds most of what I could collectively call "the world", in the way that it can only be a lie if people don't believe in it. But then how come that so few know of this? And how does their differences in faith affect the heavens? I mean, is there a Mundus where plane(t) named Phynaster wobbles about, and being devoid of a Julianos, while a secondary Mundus has the opposite happening? Also what level of Aedra do you have to be, in order to be in the sky above Nirn rather on Nirn? Are these Aedra confined to the sky, or do they just prefer to stick with blessings? I know Lorkhan strolls around here, after all it seems like I am him, to a certain extend. Atleast in Skyrim. But he also tore out his heart for it, all the while Trinimac did the job the same time it seems. Where is the border between history and Dawn Era? Is everything from the Dawn Era subject to what we collectively choose to remember it by? Is it affected by syncretic religions such as the imperial Eight and possibly One?
Also, what is Nirn? It is in Mundus and seems thus to be part of the smart system Lorkhan, Magnus and the Aedra worked out. But if the celestial bodies are up there... then what is down here? The Mythic Dawn Commentary says it was Mehrunes Dagon's realm. But he has his Deadlands! Can a daedra have more realms? I know realms exist without daedras... How does that even work? I thought the moment you had a plane(t), you would automaticly have a powerful Et'Ada aswell. Or is Oblivion different? Have I misunderstood everything here? I guess it's the difference between immortal daedra and mortal aedra. Wait how does that even make sense? Yes I know "sense" is not in abundance when waddling around here, but I could find no better word.
Can something that once was cease to not have been if everyone forgets about it? Does elves and humans have a common ancestor in the giants? Are giants then sharing roles of importance with dragons and hist? Are any of those even comparably? Can if Tsun is the same as Zenithar, is he bother dead and alive? Does he have a dead and an alive aspect, facing either culture appropriately? When I read Shor, Son of Shor as a
palpable person, in which I can understand due to his presumably fondness of a mortal existance, then how come his fellow aedra appear the same way? Can I thus, for sake of convenience actually put the other aedra into a picture like that? As stories told about ancient chiefs have a dispute? Or do I need the elven side to explain the elven pantheon? Would that not be like having Winnie the Pooh within the same room as Spock from Star Trek? Two caracters greatly valued but in two different cultures. Or is there something I'm missing? There was something about mirror images of the same, that has then later changed by belief...
I have probably forgot to mention more than half of all the stuff that makes me dizzy, and I might have written too much or too chaoticly for people to get a hold of the whole. In that case, I beg you people who understand more than I do about this, to atleast write some paragraphs in layman's terms about:
Kalpa
Aedra
Aurbis effect on Belief
And preferably also make a system for creation. Doesn't have to be linear, you could make it tree-shaped if that helps. Or tresses popping up here and there. Maybe a chain of rings, perhaps forming into a mail-sheet. Eitherway, whatever you can do to mend a poor mind that delved too deep into this bungus fluff.
Thank you in advance, and I apologise if any of this for some reason appeared inapropriate to any who might read it. That includes moderators.