I think sometimes about some of the bad things I've done, and mostly the bad things that I've been a part of. It could be anything from the things I did as a child, to the things that couldn't be helped; the bleak environment and the horrible people for example. Don't share the things you've done. Rather, just share how it affects you and how you deal with it. Does your past dictate your future, do you let it rule you?

I just wanted to hear your opinion on your own past, in particular the not so pleasant parts. Do you let it rule who you are? I certainly do, and I think about it a lot and I dislike myself because of it. Do you omit your bad past from other people? Do you keep it well hid, or do you keep it on show?

For me, I just really can't think of way to escape my past. And I see myself, and I see everything I despise. I let my past rule me, I let the things I've done rule me, the things I've been a part of rule me. I wanted to ask this because I get very depressed over thinking about what's happened in the past, really really depressed. Like there's nothing I can do, I'm utterly helpless and there's no future.

I won't elaborate because, yeah.. Now it's your turn.