
So my brave Housecarl who has been with me since I started out on my journey was finally felled...and I'm partly responsible.
She and I were busy clearing out some fairly extensive Forsworn Encampments and Ruins, and we got separated - which happens quite a lot when I go gallivanting off the beaten path. I was taking on several Forsworn and noticed two figures near the distance who looked like more Forsworn. No biggie, as I have my Flame Breath Shout equipped. So I let out a mighty bellow, and am kind of surprised when two of them keel over right away. I dispatch the rest and proceed to search the bodies when, to my horror, one of them is my Housecarl! She must have been fighting her way back towards me, got winded, and my Shout killed her.
Being on PC I could resurrect her if I wanted to, but I've decided to leave her where she fell. For starters, I don't like using the console (Because when I start using it, I grow dependent on it), and also because in a pure role play aspect, this is the first time there has been direct consequences of my character utilizing a Shout in anger. Oh yeah, there was the time outside of Whiterun where I Shouted at the Khaijit Traders and they went hostile, but the Housecarl mopped them up before I even started (I didn't even realize they'd GONE hostile until after I was finished dealing with the Dragon attack).
And while it may seem silly, when I play a Elder Scrolls game I try to get *into* the game. My Nord Paladin has strayed from the Way of the Voice (Something he told the Greybeards he'd try to uphold) and grew arrogance in his mastery of Thu'um...and now a loyal retainer has paid the ultimate price for that arrogance. And for what? Dispatching a band of savages and taking the sword of their long lost leader? My Paladin will dive into Red Eagle's Tomb and uncover its mysteries in honor of the Housecarl - to at least make her death mean something. But he will not raise his Voice unless in the most dire of circumstances ever again. There is a Power to the Thu'um, and my character lost respect for that Power. This is a bit of a turning point for him as a character.
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Ironically, I snapped his shot mere minutes before her demise. I retrieved her Warhammer, as well as the necessities I had her carrying, but I left her armor with her. For one thing, I couldn't carry all of it if I wanted to, but for another - I'm not going to strip her corpse and leave her body like some common bandit.