Well, I suppose that you could state it as competing desires, but I don't think in the way that you mean. If your desire to think longer about a decision than to make it now is stronger, then you will continue to do so. Then, hypothetically, say that my telling you this has lead you to say something like "Well, my desire to think longer about it *is* stronger, but to prove you wrong, I am going to act now." in which case your desire to prove me wrong is stronger than your desire to make what seems like a better decision to you. Every action could be reduced to some sort of hierarchy like this I suppose, though that's not really the idea behind psychological determinism.
When you say that those electro-chemical processes have degrees of variance, it depends on what level you are talking about. There is NO variance if you are including every variable. If you are looking from a microscopic scale at the brain, then yes, there will undoubtedly be variation.
Well, except that how long you had to think about it is a result of determinism. I don't really know how else to explain it, especially not simply through text.
Well, after trying to find a youtube video that perhaps could explain it better, simply by virtue of being verbal and much longer than a post should be I suppose this one suffices: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KEZKIV8TzuM. I don't know who this sort of strange young man is, but he hits on just about every point.
Judging by what I've read, I guess that would mean I'm a compatabilist - the individual processes may be determined, but the end results are not. I suppose I'm having a hard time getting my position across plain text as well, but I'm enjoying the excercise nonetheless.
The video was interesting, and pretty much what I thought as well, but where he says "we lack the intelligence to know all the variables involved" is exactly where the deterministic argument, I feel, hits some rocks: I would say it's
impossible to know all the variables in a given system, and thus even if it is deterministic, there are no meaningful conclusions to be drawn from the observation. He says,
if he could know every particle and force involved with flipping a coin he could determine its precise trajectory, as it's already been determined as soon as it left the hand, but I say the methods involved with finding that information would obscure the results or are just physically impossible for 100% accuracy - bouncing a laser off the coin in flight could change its trajectory in miniscule amounts, for example. So while we might say that processes are fully deterministic, it may still not yield the full "truth" that best describes how those processes interact in the physical universe - the coin toss is still "random." My mind may be making my decisions for me, following preset conditions more or less automatically, but since those conditions are in constant flux and subject to the merest input, how can I
not have "free will" to change my own mind?
What I meant by variance is that the excitation states for neurons are not digital, they have a certain threshold that needs to be met by an incoming "signal", and if the "strength" is less than that threshold the neuron doesn't fire. It could be this variance is so great that it is, in effect, a true random generator - when people say, "it's on the tip of my tongue" it's a neural pathway that hasn't fully connected, disrupting the flow of what should be a determinstic system. Again, not something I have had terribly extensive study into, but at least this is my basic understanding of the physiology involved in "thought."