Hey people, I know it isn′t a love forum or a forum where people can seek advice but yet I am really keen on telling you my story. Perhaps, you learn from my mistakes.

My name is Schwanzus Longus and I used to date a nice girl named ?zdizian. I instanly fell in love with her because I was overpowered by her sublime beauty. I mean, I cannot even describe how beautiful she was. God, I did love her with all my heart. But to cut a long story short, she dumped me because I wasn′t good enough for her. I figure, I just couldn′t compete with her in terms of beauty and intelligence. Sometimes, I was really thinking about commiting suicide because I was hopelessly besotted with her. With time, I lifted myself out of the pit of sadness and disappointment but I could never overcome it. I am still haunted by dreams and all the swell time we spent together.
I mean, she broke my heart "4 times".

Do you have any advice for me?