Ouch.
Round 2: Getting back to Megaton, right inside the gate at exactly midnight, a settler stops Yelena and gives her 30 caps, saying how the whole wasteland was thankful, and wished more people were like her.
Talk about an emotional punch to the gut.
I can only imagine the look on Yelena's face after that. All the missions and hardships up to the Pitt had been cut and dry. Good/Bad. Yelena being a good soul, favored the former. All that time being able to live and fight in a blissful black and white perspective, kicking ass for the Good Fight. Sticking it to Talon Company and Raiders with a wink and a grin; laser rifle blazing and townspeople cheering. Have no fear, the Champion is here.
Such a short-sighted, childlike and selfish worldview. Of COURSE everything can come out golden! She's Yelena, Protector of the Innocent and Sentinel of the Wastes! Just let her take the problem head on and everything will be okay!
She was almost able to see the S on her chestplate.
The Pitt beat that out of her. Yelena grew up a lot and came out a much stronger woman for it. Hard time saying if that's a good thing though. Or if she's a better person now. Not so much winking and grinning or belief in her own BS anymore. Can she even call herself a good person anymore? Can she honestly say she's worthy of all the respect and adulation she gets from passerby's? She compromised her ideals because it was the only way to get a less evil outcome out of hell on earth. It had to be done, because the other option was a far worse one.
Thats what she tells herself, anyway. Does that make her a monster? That question will keep her awake at night.
Since she still has to get to Rivit City, this player is hoping for more hard choices like that. More hero-complex wrecking actions to be taken. More of the guilt that torments the hearts and souls of truly good people forced to take hard action. Since Yelena still has to cross paths with the Enclave, I'm ready for some good storytelling. I want my character sitting awake at night, trying to fight off sleep so she doesn't have to see faces in her dreams. I want her in tears, only to be brought back onto her feet by Sheriff Simms or someone else she respects and told all she can do is keep fighting.
I want Yelena to earn her happy ending. Even if it's a bittersweet one. Because real heroes don't wear capes, they silently bear their private millstones and keep going.
Because the Good Fight doesn't fight itself, and war never changes.