And so it was that my first REAL TES game was Oblivion, and I fell in love with its awesomeness to an obsessive degree. The learning experience was good overall, but ever since then I have returned to this forum under various names after OB and seen the talk of MW, and a hint of sadness nags at me about the chance I never got. I would basically relate it to a crush or real love that you felt and knew you had to act on, and then the opportunity passed, and it was gone. Many times over the years I have wondered if it would be as simple as just getting MW and playing it, but I know deep down that it just can't be the same after Oblivion and all the games since Morrowind came out, and I know even if I went back, I would only be diminishing my experience by being a jaded critic coming in 10 years too late.
Thanks for your story, I like it. It's honest.
I've seen quite a few stories on these forums of people starting with Oblivion, for one reason or another, and then finding it difficult to go back to Morrowind or one of the other earlier Elder Scrolls titles.
If you're really interested in the idea of going back to play Morrowind for the first time but feel like you can't, for whatever reason (I know it's not for everyone), then I think you have to look at what's holding you back. Whether it's the quality of the visuals or sound you're worried about, you could always turn to the many mods that see to the dramatic improvement of these characteristics, or whether it's the many aspects that you like about Oblivion that are missing in Morrowind, then there are some mods that see to that too (so long as you're on PC), but really, it's the fact that Morrowind is different to Oblivion that makes it worth a look! Sure Morrowind has its setbacks just like any other game, and I probably can't stress enough that playing it on PC with the official and unofficial patches/fixes really makes a difference here, but even coming back to it after long periods of time I find myself forgetting its flaws and coming back to the same conclusion as the first time I played Morrowind, that it's really something quite special.
Basically what I'm getting at here is that you'll never know whether you'll take a liking to something or not, unless you try it. So I say at least try the game out for yourself, give it some time, it may just be the game that you always wanted to play and you'll be kicking yourself for waiting so long.