hello everyone there, im a new guy playing morrowind elder scrolls 3 , how can i recover, i dnt understand every where i go they said go away i curse u ???? what happend? how can i go bact to normal??? help pleaseeeee

Sounds like you're a vampire. http://uesp.net/wiki/Morrowind:A_Cure_for_Vampirism

Congratulations, you're new a creature of the dark. You have new powers, but also weaknesses. You can only live when the sun is gone. And you have a new family. Go see them and perform some tasks.
There are also tasks for those lone vampires, although you have to search them. In the city of mushrooms there in the sea there are some tasks for the weary one. And in the redoran capital there is a task, just right under the crab shell.
You can now also obtain an unique shield, which is otherwise not there. You have to travel to red mountain though and seek a fellow brother.
Some say that once you're a creature of the night you will stay that your whole life. However, there is a cure. And the king of [censored] might know it.