I sorely lack the confidence and social skills needed to get by in this world (Not moping, it's just an undeniable fact). I guess my first order of business is to work on the former, perhaps by getting some nicer clothes and a haircut, lose some pounds, etc. Hell, I might even get started on my schooling with grants or whatever to get something productive done during this downtime.
I appreciate all the support, but unfortunately, a lot of the advice is out of my league atm.
Requesting a close or just let the topic die. I'm done in here.
When I was in high school I was in a very similar situation. I had a pretty dim view because I just had such a hard time with people and I felt like I was going nowhere. I got tired of being so isolated, and always doing everything with the same small group of friends. I just started to talk to people in classes, joined a club, got a good sleep (this is crucial for being social), and generally was more open to people and activities. Don't get me wrong, it takes some awkward situations and time to gain social skills, but you just keep building on your successes, and learning from your mistakes.
No offence, but sitting at home on the computer/gaming all day is not going to help you gain any social skills at all. I know what its like to be disappointed like this, but life, and being a man is about dealing positively with rejection. I turned in tonnes of resumes, had some interview and didn't get hired anywhere for summer work, but I kept trying. I got lucky and one of my friends parents hooked me up with a job, but if I wasn't being social and getting to know people, I still would be working the same crappy kitchen job with no hours that I was before.