Anyway, what I learned about Sithis made me rethink my worship of Sithis and my membership of the dark brotherhood. I now understand that the Dark Brotherhood doesn't understand Sithis at all and totally misinterprets it. And I don't see any reason anymore why I should remain a member of them. I alwa ys asked myself what is behind the whole Dark Brotherhood Religion and now I understand I was a fool to believe in their "religion".
And now I also understand the Aedra and the Daedra. I never thought about who the "Nine Divines" actually were and I tended to be satisfied in just believing they are some kind of "gods". But now I actually understand that they were the most active Aedra in the creation of Nirn and are therefore somehow the creator of the mortal world and so the "real" gods of Tamriel. But during this process they were very weakened to nearly dead and aren't able to interfere with the world anymore except through small blessings in chapels or through a mortal avatar.
Talking about the Nine Divines, I don't really understand the being of "Talos". Tiber Septim ascended to a god. I didn't really understand how he did it, but why doesn't he interfere with the mortal world? I know he is able to, as he did a bit during KotN Questline when he gave the blessing to the Crusader. But why not more? Why can't he function as the representative of the Nine Divines?
And another question about the recycling of souls in the Dreamsleeve: When the souls are purged and send back to Nirn, aren't the beings of Nirn also kind of "immortal"? Only their experiences and their knowledge dies, but their consciousness is still there, isn't it?