And Widda,
People are sometimes unaware and blinded when playing with friends. Surely you know what I mean. They support their clanmates despite being wrong or right. For example remember when JOKR and NFCT had beef over Killer Intinct 5 wall hacking, and Souljahh got really upset and stood by his guy saying that his guy would not lie. So then me and him had beef. Months later me and Chapu are best buddies, and he tells me himself that he was the one on the account who did that
We are all wrong here, many times more for us then others, because we do a lot of talking. Another example is Noobified. When he was on King Clan, every king member tried to slience any elite player questioning his "unique advantages" by saying we are scrubs not on his level, and we need to shut-up, and people were hostile and rude to us while defending their guy.
When I played with X (my good friends), I Sniped for them, and I wasn't on the frontlines to see what people like Bulls of TomJoad experienced when going up against multiple players playing with the same OP class and perks. I defended my guys, and my friends. Bulls told me they were good but I wasn't. S2K told Daddylicious he was the best on NFCT. They said the same thing with King Pun3sh3r back in the day.
Because these players only respect clones of their playstyle. They never respected me, and the effort it took to play differently against them, and indeed to do so in way that could dominate a match, or play a role in a clutch victory.
So then I developed a chip on my soldier, and I began playing just like the rest of the people who were the skilled rushers. I attached my shame, and put down my DSG, and proved my elite status to those that doubted me before because you know "I hide behind my teamates." That is actually what Noobified said to me once, when I said something to him in an XBL message. He said "I never catch you alone tough guy." But weeks before that I sent Noobified a friend request from Mr MikeNiFICent, saying "hey man do you remember me? Mike NFCT aka King Crysis 2." He said "meh, no not really."
Well now he knows me very well. I was offended Noobified didnt remember me, because if he wasn't a hacker then surely he would have Me on his remembered list as one of the ONLY people who have time and time again sniped his face while in full sprint, while in cloak not tagged.
How do you forget that, Noobified? How does S2K complain about NFCT tactics we got members that excel at all things not just one thing. It's always been about respect, and recognition, and for me I'm disappointed that what we consider our best players are also running the same 3 perks with the same gun for 25 days online time (2 years). They and you fawked up when you started complaining about NFCT grenade launcher use, LTAGS, MK60, Tagging, anything not inside the cookie cutter. So now I'm on a soap box challenging those players who feel they are god to prove it by dropping your crutches and learnring to walk.
My new friend Fishdizzle appealed to my educated side, by speaking to me in an honest and humble way. And he reminded me of myself 15 months ago, preaching to Walka that NFCT and its members belonded on his Beast List. All it took was for me to befriend Walka, and then magically I was on the list. I was annoyed that I had not earned my spot their in any of the two matches I played with him. So I thought to myself, I would rectify that by making a legit list. And that is when we started talking, debating, and arguing about the "fairness and validity of my list." In those debates, it was clear how much you loved this game and its people. How could you hate me Widda? I'm honest, loyal, and show sign of true skills, and I'm also a nice guy. But you stand so strongly behind disloyal, dishonest Noobified who shows us truely suspicious deaths on a daily basis.