Additionally I'm dealing with a new bug. I got the hand loading perk thinking it might maximize my DM guns but it hasn't because I keep having the situation where the ammo (even the regular stuff) won't load in the gun. The only option is to drop the ammo, pick it up, get completely out of the game and come back in. It makes a bad situation worse.
On the positive side, the GRX implant does help with the speakers. If I live to get back into the vault I might just be able to get around that one terminal.
I just can't help thinking though that this is just more self-mutilation rather than a game. Might be time to go back to Skyrim. DM is so unfun in so many ways -- the mist, the speakers, the inability to use my favored weapons, the confusing pathways, etc. that it seems like the worst parts of Fallout and Fallout NV all combined into a single scenario. Tell me where I'm wrong here. Tell me I should actually finish this nightmare.