Nah JK, i am very happy though, i will give you my thoughts, and i will see if i can get to play with a xbox controller on there, so you might see some reference in gameplay mechanics.
I have a key too, I believe a lot of people on this forum did heads up though there is a link on the email you got for the closed alpha forum and cry-adams been closing all other threads about it. But I will be looking to hear from you about using the xbox controller!