this is turning into quite a get well card. wish him a speedy recovery .

god bedring!

Feel better quick, MA!
Hospitals & pain are/is no fun.
Hope you feel great soon. :hugs:

thank you all for the kind words - though its not as serious as greg made out. I went into hospital jsut for a series of x-rays on my leg, i was then prescribed some mediaction which completly knocked me out, talk about making me drowsey lol.

I am back in tip top form, just waiting for the results of the x-ray to comeback. Apart from the occasional flare up of pain i am ok-ish. Had a few days off from uni so i cant complain

wow even a get well from Gstaff

That right there makes it worth it good to have you back!

Welcome back, MA.
Glad to hear all is okay (and quicker than I had imagined too! )

well we really didnt know what was wrong, so we all presumed it would be a little longer. Been on the phone with the uni all day. Fun fun.

Well to each there own i say.

Glad your are back MA.

Good to hear that it was a quick ordeal, must be the molecular structure of short aliens that makes the healing go faster . Glad your back, MA.

Then I'm adding my doodle to it.

Hey,

Many of you may have noticed that i have been back and active. I just want to put an "end" to this thread and say i am very well thank you. I appricate the ctommunity's kindness, but i have also seen the community's wrath... And its horrible.

When i type this those that i am refering to know what i mean.

I have been a little pre-occupied with Real life and i am sorry i didnt get back to everyone in time. BUT i am shocked at some people and its seriously makes me think twice about those that i'd call "friends" on here.

In between me "faking" my heart condition (about 6 months ago) - thats sarcasm by the way, i did have a heart condition - it is nice to know that i may be faking my current condition. I am so annoyed right now and have to much going on in my life for me to actually give a rats butt about what people think on here. The forum has and always will be an escape from real life issuies for me, so i dont want to go into drama about this but those in question i hope will have their consicense (is that spelt right?) eating at them. It may not be now, but in 10 years from now i will be laughing.

So just to summarise:

I AM sorry to those that think i am faking my "illness" - Cause i have nothing better to do in my life, being at uni, studying for exams and writing a 25,000 word dissertation.

I mean seriously how deprived do you think i am?

All i can say is - Get a life. Eveyone has Real life issuies, does that mean they are lying too??


I am not angry, just annoyed that its taken me this long to reply to those people only to have them "ignore" their Acctions.

You have to be responsible for your acctions. When i was at my lowest i did not once think that i could feel any lower and tonight i have been proven wrong.

I am sorry for my rant on here, but its frustrating when you do nothing but hard work only to be shot down constently

=MA=

P.S i am still going to mod - just to prove point that i can and will no matter who the hell shoots me down. I thank you all for supporting me through my health problems. It means alot to me

Since you asked, you did spell 'consicence' wrong, its conscience. And I can see why you'd want to escape reality in this forum; 25k dissertation... That's more than enough reality for anyone...


Sorry to reply here since you said you wanted to end this thread. Also, I'm glad to hear that everything is going well healthwise. Sad to hear about those 'opinions' though.

Hey Midge,

I'm sorry to learn that you've been receiving so much grief about your illness here. I am glad to hear it hasn't caused you to leave Morrowind modding. In life some people need to take the http://www.arrod.co.uk/essays/matrix.php, if you catch my drift

Anyway, I hope you remain in good health. Good luck with school! Sounds like you have a lot on your plate. Don't make modding your top priority, your life comes first

:huh: Really? Well I dunno about you guys, but I enjoy modding much more than I enjoy life, and tend to do the opposite, but so many people in RL get mad at me for that, perhaps I should focus a little more on RL?

Hello,

It's good to know that you're back and that you're going well.
It's also good to know that you still intend to make mods. :twirl:

About your 'rant', be assured that most of the people around here are enjoying to see you.

Bjam

Well, this took a bit of an odd turn. Midgetalien, I hope your health continues to hold steady, and that all the RL stuff is manageable and that your hobby remains fun (which may mean ignoring mean-spirited stuff that crops up occasionally.)

But I think this thread has run it's course.