hi i believe my ctd is caused by a "InitWidgetLoader" . Its showed up now a few times on my papyrus logs right before the ctd. Anyone know what to do about this? Thank you for you help and time!

That's a normal message from the vanilla game, it should be in your logs. If you are crashing right afterwards you either have a problem with texture/mesh files in the current save in which case you should try loading an earlier one, or you have an ENB and did not install it properly.