Into becoming an elf or more concisely to adopt a Merrish POV with the Black Books? What would be the ultimate knowledge one would seek in Apocrypha? The secrets of immortality. Isn't that something that the Mer would strive for while their polar opposite 'the Nords' seek a glorious death? Maybe I'm overthinking this, but in between TW3 I've been working on Dragonborn and that got me thinking...