In one of the loading screens I saw a pistol which looked really similar to a makarov. has anyone found this weapon in the game yet because I need it .

You get it from a Railroad quest.

Emm well they are kind of dead like really dead, dead to the point where you can't figure out which body part is which.

Yeah I saw that too, I thought it was just splashy eye candy but you can actually acquire it? Sweet.