For any who care my grandmother passed away, I been living with my grandmother and her sister since my parents away in 05, her sister passed away 2 years ago both died at 98. I was already bottomed out from burn out working on my mods and writing projects, so it did not hit me so hard. I cycle in and out of depressive cycles. Still tho I am at a loss of things. I got Fallout 4 a week or so befor, still playing it, as shallow and easy as it is I can kill alot of time exploring and making towers of turret death!!!