Explain any and all things that your character regrets doing, or having to do, or anything that he/she wishes didn't have to happen
Today, Ziggy was approaching a pass-through fort, of a name that fails my memory, and some Khajiit ran past him, through the fort. He chased them down to find out who they were, and found that they were the travelers Kharjo, Dro'marash, and Akhari.
We then got ambushed by Bandits who were hiding in the fort.
*Side note-Ziggy was having a conversation with Kharjo when the bandit ambushed began, but Lydia held them off, while we finished our conversation.
Kharjo and the other two from the group decided to back away instead of help fight, so I started to fight the bandits. After killing two of the bandits, Akhari began attacking me! Ziggy also realized that Kharjo and Dro'marash had also become hostile, and was left with no choice but to fight them to survive. I killed Akhari, and fought Kharjo and Dro'marash sword-to-sword simultaneously, eventually killing Dro'marash, all the while, Lydia is fighting with the bandits. As I faced off with Kharjo a little ways down the path, an unexpected fourth party member, Zaynabi charged me with a dagger. I killed her, then eventually bested Kharjo. I finished off the bandits, and proceeded to contemplate the tragic tunr of events that had just taken place.
Ziggy was grieving, because Kharjo was the only Khajiit he had met in Skyrim that he had a particular liking for, and he had to kill him after a devastating event of mass confusion. He wishes that The Khajiit party had not mistaken him for an enemy and feels that maybe he was the cause of the ambush. But he feels that a stray arrow from Lydia may have hit one of them in a fluke occurrence.
He feels badly that he had to kill them, but his life was in danger and he had no choice.