Started playing skyrim again. Decided to go for a conjurer, since I've never really done much with conjuration in the past. I have ordinator installed btw, along with over 40 other mods. And yes, I do use all of them, though I have been thinking about uninstalling hunterborn.
Anyway, got myself the flame atronoch spell as soon as I could, but in combat I've been relying mostly on destruction to kill enemies. So pretty much the only skills I've been leveling are conjuration, and destruction.
Now, I have the civil war overhaul and deadly dragons, so i decided to do the main quest lines again to try them out. Anyway, chose imperial side this time, which means that winterhold is cut off to me for now, and I ended up in riverwood on my way to conquer riften, so i decided to finally do the quest that takes you back there to see a specific woman I won't mention for the sake of spoilers. Anyway, its the one that results in you having to fight a dragon. I've fought two dragons already, wasn't impressed by them, so I went into the MCM and upped the difficulty of the mod from vanilla (which apparently didn't alter their stats at all) to expert. I ended up with a dragon that could kill me in under a second, and I simply didn't have the firepower to kill it. All I have for damage is flame atronoch and fire bolt (its a lightning dragon, so I'm assuming its not resistant to fire).
Anyway, the gist of it is: my character is a glass cannon who doesn't really have much for damage output. Honestly, everytime a fight starts I just summon the fire atronoch and let it do the work while I run around frantically trying to not get killed.
Anyway, I read something online that said most mage characters actually use flesh spells to keep themselves alive, rather than going the glass cannon route. Another I found online was also a conjurer (a necromancer type) who apparently relied on sneak and invisibility to keep himself alive while his undead did everything for him.
I don't know how many skills I should invest in at once, I know fudgemuppet builds typically have 4-6, but he talks like you're supposed to start the game with those stats. He gives no indication how you're supposed to build up to the final build.
And I'm thinking, perhaps I shouldn't be building characters with absolutely NO defense.
If you care to know, the only character I've ever made that did well focused on the skills alchemy, enchanting, one-handed, block, archery, and light armor. Though it was mostly the enchanting that made the build work. When I found myself unable to deal with things, I started grinding solely enchanting (and alchemy, but mostly just for the money) to give myself better equipment. I've been trying to avoid alchemy and enchanting since honestly I don't like playing the game like enchanting is the only skill that's of any use at all.
I've tried to look up guides on how to actually build characters, but all I can really find is pre-made builds, they never really give the logic behind them.
And of course, I've always had the problem with doing quests far too early. I mean seriously, you know meridia's quest? The game forces that quest upon you 10 levels before you're supposed to do it. What the hell? How am I supposed to know before hand if I'm going to be walking into a situation where everything's 30 levels above me??? I felt like I needed to just avoid doing any quests at all and grind my skills to max on wolves first before actually attempting to play the game.
What should I do? I obviously have no idea what I'm doing, and it seems like the game is rigged to make you blindly walk into something you can't possibly handle. And yes, I have done the thing where you clear every single dungeon you pass by. I quickly cleared the whole map, and still ended up doing things far too early. I actually had to do bounty quests, just to get new areas I hadn't cleared yet to show up on my map, and even then I ran out eventually.
And no, I don't train my skills. I don't have the money for it. I mean seriously, I have to do 5-10 dungeons to get enough gold to train one level with a trainer, whose prices increase exponentially. I just don't see how you can actually make use of trainers. You just don't have enough money for them, at any level.