Ok, so I've been thinking about playing WoW again. Whenever I played, I never got to 85 or even 80 for that matter, but I always had fun. The only problem is I have a VERY addictive nature. I know if I start playing again, I won't be able to stop, and I'm not sure if I want that. Feedback is appreciated.
that right there should be your answer to your own question. it is good that you noticed this and can admit that to yourself and others.
ah, well, now that did decide not to start again, i guess now you can be sure that you don't; if you wanted to, you'd find any excuse, reason, etc, just to play again. this means whatever it is that made you think you might want to start again was: a)playing off your past likes; b)suggestive selling; c)test of your willpower... who knows what else; who knows what else. the important thing is, now you know you don't really want to, just thought that you (might, did).
its like with children and Christmas lists; they say "Mom, i want that for Christmas." but later, they say they want something else. this leaves parents frustrated, to say the least. solution? maintain list, or make one for every time when the kids mention something new. then pay attention to only items that consistently appear on all the lists or at least majority of the time. what they really want continuously appears-everything else is either whim of a moment influenced by flashy commercials or not that important. that's not to say that if your WoW pondering appears again and again means it is what you really want; just that things we really want are not always what we or others think we want. in your case, i think you just having hard time kicking the old addictive rabbit. expected, you'd not be the only one; many face the same problem, there are million of WoW players, odds are many more than you think have the same struggle you do. that's besides that fact that WoW can be under a bigger umbrella
(for some, lack of social element, lack of achievement, belonging, community, acceptance, etc, in real life)
I've decided not to start again.
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now to figure out what it is in the game that is so attractive. else you'll just be going back to this same situation again and again and again. or if not this same then similar... but still one that deals with whatever it is in the game that is so attractive.