Did you manage to build a character you want? ...... So difficult....

Difficult how?

What helps me out on deciding what character to make is roleplaying my charcters, having them be specualized in something and not worrying about min/maxing my charcter. It makes the playthrougs feel unique and refreshing.

I have a melee only build focusing on strength 8/endurance 6/agility 6 /luck 5, luck on 5 to get idiot savant perk asap to balance out the 1 in intelligence.

My second character is not a fighter, she focuses on intelligence for robotics and to moddify her armor/weapons to be able to survive in the wastes (she has 3 in strength for armor moddification). She also has high charisma to help her resolve conflict through conversation or to have perks improving on follower effectiveness.

So in other words don't worry on what are the 'best' 'op' perks to be god, just have fun with different types of playstyles.