I know what you mean, but the problem for me is that once I get home from work around 6pm, all I want to do is relax and not think about things - I get into a state of mind where I wouldn't be able to draw or write even if I forced myself to. So, playing such a casual game as Fallout (because you can essentially pick any direction on the map and just go with the flow) has been ideal. In addition, I have not been in the mood for television lately, and am actually dreading the days when the shows I watched so far this season resume. I haven't even wanted to watch Netflix or a movie, just chill and play Fallout. But I won't deny that I do feel guilty for playing as opposed to trying to draw or write, hobbies I haven't engaged in much due to lack of energy/motivation.