First off i'm a real life Soldier, and what does that matter? It will make sense later on, for now i have to "thank" gamesas for destroying the only shinning beacon that was for me, my pride and joy that was the Capital Wasteland Brotherhood of Steel under Elder Lyons to make it into the frigging US Armed Forces! If i wanted to see reality i turn on a frigging television or go to work, i play games to feel good about something, to try and do good at least in a game since reality my efforts are pretty much mute. Playing games are my escape from reality, my form of maintaining my sanity and it was since i was 12, (I'm 36 now) a huge fan of the Fallout Universe.
Turning the CapBOS under that little twerp of a dictator Roger Maxson into the current US military running around with VTOL'S shooting everything that is not "pure" and "good" and "decent" reminds me VERY WELL why i joined the Military, to stop people like that but then the reality hits idealistic young men like myself as a truck. And what do you do gamesas? You turn my beacon of hope into the frigging ENCLAVE! What is wrong with you people??? If you have writers block and cannot fathom a new villain AT LEAST don't turn, in the most amazingly idiotic way, a faction that ACTUALLY had some sort of decency into a bunch of aggressive militaristic morons! Lost Hill's is surrounded and about to be overrun by the NCR (and rightly so!!! bunch of racist dogmatic idiots!) and what do you do? Lets kill off of screen without any plausible explanation, Elder Lyons and EVEN WORSE, Sarah Lyons, who, wouldn't let her father work be twisted in this travesty that is Maxson's BOS. And what about Star Paladin Cross??? Was she killed as well of screen to create this monster??? Where are the officers that served under Lyons??? Where is the Lyons Pride???
I'm aghast and angry, i play games to feel good not to feel like a monster and doing the BOS plot line basically makes you into a mass murderer. No worse, a facist murderer and a killer! Killing the Railroad? REALLY??? With 10 charisma and i don't even HAVE the option to convince that little nazi of an officer Kell that they are freedom fighters that can be valuable allies and not the enemy??? Do you know how i felt when i had to kill off the entire Railroad Command staff??? I felt physically sick, i felt like a monster! "Why didn't you stop playing???" I don't know, we are drilled to follow orders and i did in game but i wish i didn't, i thought i could change something in the end but it just brought so many bad things back. I do what my girlfriend calls projection, i project my values, my honor and my sense of discipline into the characters i play, so i can AT LEAST have fun in a game making a difference, and here comes one of my most awaited games in years and i see the only good in the Wasteland being twisted into that monstrosity that made me want to throw my Commanding Officer of the nearest window in the Prydwen or bash Kell's skull in for giving an order to kill a group that he considered "an hindrance" who were nothing else but good decent human beings trying to make a difference, or that little criminal Teagan that his idea of getting supplies is to be a mafioso and extort supplies by force of arms! Where did these people came from??? Hell???
You know how many cretins like those i had to serve under? You have ANY idea in how you destroyed my joy seeing something i adored being ripped apart and turned into the Third Reich? You don't and probably don't care the money is in the bank and who cares about little ol' me, i'm just one (honest) fan that doesn't do personality cult among delusional millions who do.
I don't ask for much i never did i served not wanting rewards that's not what we Soldiers do but this, what you did was akin to destroying a little boy's dreams. This earth is already a piece of monstrosity that we see daily, and honest decent men like myself can do very little about, so when we get older we cling to what is good, and you just ripped it apart to create a TVTrope. Congratulations gamesas, you just showed at least to myself, that you are NOT the right custodians to this IP, Obsidian did it right with Fallout New Vegas, i didn't feel like a piece of [censored] by playing as the NCR and allying the Mojave chapter to a new age of cooperation, healing old wounds and brooking a cease fire against that monster that was Caesar's Legion, it felt GOOD to face a slaver, homicidal, and terrorist faction in battle like that and make them pay in blood. Playing as BOS in Fallout 4? I felt like the worse human being in the world, i stopped playing because of that, i just couldn't continue, and that ruined my enjoyment after killing decent human beings that their only sin was to try and make a better place to live on. If i wanted to play the US invading Army, i'll play COD or disconnect my PC and offer myself for a new tour of duty thank you very much. Been there, done that, felt like crap.
Games are supposed to be fun, this made me feel horrible. I would ask if you were happy with your conscience but i think "you" don't give a damn, you get to go home from 9 to 5 to your family and get a good night sleep.
So rant is over, life can go on, and i got that out of my chest which is the purpose of this anyway i'm not going to change anything this was mostly theraqeutic so that it doesn't stick in my mind and boils up as everything else, but there is consequences in the end, my wallet is gone to you, you lost a customer unless i see Obsidian in the next Fallout.
Have a nice day gamesas.