Karst gave him a funny look as he held her and asked if it bothered her that he was a wanted man. After a moment, she couldn't help it; she had to laugh.
"You're ridding, right? Since when have you known me to care about the law? C'mon, it's like you don't know me at all." She teased him, though her laughter and smile faded as she put her own hands on his shoulders. "But.. I have things I need to come clean with you about, too.. I.." Karst looked over her shoulder at the window in the room, then quickly broke off the half embrace to shut the curtains. She tossed a lock spell at the door and waited for it to click in reply, then sat down on the bed. "I can't let any of them hear me tell you this, though, or they'll kill us both. Come, sit." She sighed, slipping her coat off and flexing her fingers her gauntlets. After a moment of awkward silence, Karst decided she'd never be able to find the words to say what she wanted to perfectly, so she just started talking.
"Veyar.. Do you remember when I told you that.. That one of the men from the Dark Brotherhood contacted me?" She began nervously. She wasn't sure how Veyar would react to all of it. "I.. I kinda.. accidentally.. accepted their invitation."
Karst's head lowered in shame as she recalled the way she'd murdered Falcar. She hadn't even meant to do it, it'd just sort of.. happened. "They won't leave me alone.." She went on a moment later, her voice sounding afraid and uncertain. She rubbed the hole in her gauntlet where Va'Rahkshi had nailed her to a wooden crate with her own weapon and forced herself to keep speaking. "They're.. stalking me. They want me for abilities that I can't control.. I.. I don't know.. I don't want to have to murder anyone else. I've done enough of that already.. ah.."
Her throat caught as she recalled she'd never mentioned the incidents she'd been reminded of by Lucien. What would he think if he knew she'd brutally murdered over thirty people in one night in blind rage? As she tried to go on, though, she found her throat refused to emit sound. She managed a little gasping cry, something almost like a sob, and fidgeted with her hands. I can't tell him.. He'll hate me.. She decided irrationally, but her voice still denied her the ability to speak. Lowering her head a little more, Karst flattened her ears and found herself feeling very tiny all of a sudden.
Veyar Nydelvu
A private room in Olav's Tap'n'Tack, BrumaVeyar felt a lump rise in his throat, joining the one already there. He hadn't known Karst had gone and joined the Dark Brotherhood. On principle he disliked that organization; they were an illegal group, whereas the Morag Tong of Morrowind operated with a legal permit. But having committed murder in broad daylight himself, he was hardly in a position to take a moral stance against the Dark Brotherhood.
"Karst, I don't believe you're a murderer, no matter what you did." Veyar said softly, "We all make mistakes, and we just have to keep going and move on with our life. I know- I know it's hard, but... but the Dark Brotherhood doesn't control you. You're better than them." Veyar sighed, trying to phrase his thoughts into words that he could speak properly. He understood what Karst was going through. She was, deep down, a good person. Killing felt wrong to her, and that was a good thing.
Once you grow cold hearted about it, then you become a bad person. Sometimes killing is necessary. Doing it anyway, knowing it's wrong is one thing. Killing and liking it, or not caring, is downright evil.Veyar simply wrapped his arms around her small frame, holding her close. "Karst, Karst... you're not a bad person. Inside, you're good, no matter what you did in the past." He lowered his lips close to her ear as his voice dropped to a mere whisper, "I have faith in you, Karst. I have faith that even when you make mistakes, you know what you're doing is wrong and you won't keep it up. No matter what you've done, that was in the past."
Viuven-Ru
Cloud Ruler Temple KitchenViuven sighed softly as the smell of roasting meat filled the kitchen. His stomach was driving him nuts, and he resisted the urge to walk over and sneak a few bites. It would be rude to do that, though; rude and obnoxious.
No matter how terrible meat tastes when it's cooked and dry like that, I should respect Iris' gracious offer and at least hold face and pretend to like it.Like all carnivores, Viuven preferred his meat raw, 'juicy' and preferably freshly killed. He stood and stretched, walking towards the centre of the kitchen in an open area. "Mind you if exercise?" Viuven asked. Without waiting for an answer, the Argonian stretched his limber, long limbs and proceeded to balance on one foot.
He began with the
Hsksma balance routines. With one foot planted firmly on the ground, Viuven began slowly, gracefully moving his limbs from one position to another. He stretched and contorted, displaying an agility that was granted only from years and years of practicing such exercises to teach his joints and muscles how to bend, all within perfect balance. He slowly bent backward, forming an arch with his back as his right hand touched the floor. Without breaking the smooth grace of his movements, Viuven lifted his foot off the ground as he elevated himself up into a single-handed hand stand, where he began a new set of positions and slow, coordinated movements designed to enhance his flexibility and agile strength. It had been many days since Viuven had time to perform the
Hsksma balances, and he had been awaiting a moment where he had open space and the time in which to run the routines. He hoped that Iris would be finished by the time he completed them.