Start over.
You see, in a moment of weakness I took an hour off to watch some tv down stair and forgot to lock my computer....
this afternoon I was cleaning up my system, getting rid of old files, arranging stuff, and my -almost- four year old son was sitting on my lap watch daddy do his thing (real father/son time)
While I was down stair, my son -unsupervised- got out of bed (he looked like he was asleep..)
went into my room and climbed into daddy chair (behind the computer that wasn't locked, everything open, administrator rights..)
after being given a crash course in "delete" all afternoon (does anyone feel what coming next? Cuz I sure as hell never saw it coming...)
And proceeded to continue pruning daddies directory tree so that daddy didn't have to...
I've been reinstalling stuff for the last two hours
download directory, empty
lost my music, all of it.
most of my vids
games directory, gone.
and all assosiated files in the games directory
every add on I downloaded in the last 6 months, gone
the Flying Dutchman and all files, gone.
edit: Paint gone
all my extures I'ld found in the last 6 months, gone
all the tutorials, all arranged into nice chapters, gone (I was going to give that to the community as a 4th of july present),
.
..
I'm actually numb from shock.
I'm back to paper.
wow.
This hadn't hit me as hard until I started typing and now I'm a mess.......
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