I personally am a very pessimistic person, but you probably wouldnt be able to tell by looking at me. I am ussually smiling and wear bright clothes and talk a lot (to people I know) and seem generally happy, but in reality I have always had a very very low self-esteem and dont believe in myself one bit. Its not really depression I just have been brought up to be very humble but the humbleness has turned into believing that everyone is better than me and I will only fail etc. and recent events in my life have proved these thoughts to be true.
But enough about my sad outlook on life, whats yours?