I'm about to return to work after several months of unemployment, so the pace of updates will probably slow down a bit from now on. However, I'll still try to post a new chapter every couple of weeks or so.
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Chapter 26: The Ancestor's Tale
I don't know how long I just sat there, my mind a whirl, staring vacantly at the ring on my finger. I was the Nerevarine. It was true. It was all true, and yet it sounded as insane as ever.
"Why didn't you tell me?" I whispered to the statue of Azura, but there was no answer. She was gone.
Had she really said that I would have to go right into Red Mountain? And personally confront Dagoth Ur, face to face, man to? er, woman? How in the name of all the Divines was I supposed to do that? He was a god, for crying out loud!
"Calm down, Ada," I mumbled to myself. "Okay, so you're the Nerevarine. That means you have to fulfil the prophecies. No matter how crazy and impossible it may seem, you can't fail, so there has to be some way to ? AAAAAAH!"
I nearly jumped out of my skin as I realised, for the first time, that the room was filled with semi-transparent figures. There were six of them, all Dunmer, each standing beside one of the mummified bodies by Azura's statue. None of them spoke or moved; they just stood there, staring at me.
I got slowly to my feet and turned to the nearest of the hazy figures, a young red-haired girl in ragged clothing. She and the others were ghosts ? or so I guessed ? yet they didn't look like the usual sort of ghosts I'd seen in tombs or the occasional cavern. They looked just like normal people, only? see-through.
"Welcome, Incarnate, Moon-and-Star Reborn, Hortator, Nerevarine, Mourner of the Tribe Unmourned, Redeemer of the False Gods," she said, as I stood there gaping at her like some kind of halfwit. "I am Peakstar. I was not the one, but I wait and hope. Ask, and I shall answer, if wisdom guides me."
Peakstar? That name sounded familiar somehow. "Who are you?" I croaked. "What are you doing here?"
"I am Peakstar," she repeated. "I was called to the prophecies, but I was not the one."
"'Not the one'?"
She shook her head. "I survived the blight, but I fell in battle with an Ash Vampire. I could not master the arts of war; nor could I learn the ways of the Great Houses. They would not have accepted me as Hortator."
Suddenly I remembered where I'd heard the name 'Peakstar' before: she was the Ashlander girl who'd claimed to be the Nerevarine, and had mysteriously disappeared several decades earlier. And as I thought about this, and what it had to mean, a truly dreadful realisation began to creep over me. "You mean? these are all failed Nerevarines?"
Peakstar nodded. "I am a failed Incarnate. So are all these who remain here with me in the Cavern of the Incarnate."
Talos help me, it all made sense now. Of course I couldn't be the first reincarnation of Nerevar ? he'd died in the First Era, and I was only born twenty-three years ago. Even with the Dunmers' long lives, there had to have been plenty of other 'Incarnates' since then. I wasn't anything special at all, just the latest in a long line.
"So this means I could fail as well?" I asked, feeling a cold sense of dread seep through me.
Peakstar shook her head gravely. "You are the Nerevarine. You are the Incarnate. You are the one. You must not fail."
"But how can I possibly ? "
"You bear the Moon-and-Star, the ring of Nerevar," she interrupted. "None may deny: you are Nerevar Reborn, the prophesied Incarnate. The Temple will know you as an enemy, Ordinators will mark you for death, and the Tribunal Faithful of the Great Houses will hate and fear you. The doubters of the Tribes will test your strength and doubt your honour. You must prepare, and be ready."
Oh, wonderful. This was sounding better and better all the time. Maybe it was time to give that 'stowing away to Cyrodiil inside a cargo crate' idea another chance.
I took a deep breath. "What about Dagoth Ur? What do you mean by 'the Tribe Unmourned'?"
"Pity Dagoth Ur and the Sixth House," she said solemnly. "All they do, all they are is foul and evil, but they began in brightness and honour, and the cause of their fall was their loyal service to you, Lord Nerevar."
"But ? "
"You told Lord Dagoth to guard the profane tools beneath Red Mountain, and thus he was tempted. He did your bidding when he tried to keep these tools from the Tribunal, and so he hates you, who betrayed him, and the Tribunal, who mocked his honour, attacked him, and stole the profane tools for their own use."
I didn't see any point in trying to argue. "OK, fine," I said wearily. "Yes, it was all my fault. Whatever. Is there anything at all you can do to help me?"
"Here, take these few poor things," she said, and a pile of clothes appeared in her arms, seemingly from nowhere. "They are of no use to me."
Gingerly I took the clothes from Peakstar's arms. There was an embroidered belt, and a pair of disgustingly dirty and stained pants which nevertheless had a useful-looking Levitation enchantment. Perhaps, if I washed them about twelve times first, I could actually find a use for them. Though hopefully not too often ? I could just imagine myself struggling into the damn things every time I wanted to visit a Telvanni tower.
I went round to each of the ancestor ghosts in turn, and one by one they recited their tales of woe while piling my arms high with goodies: a mace, an axe, a couple of books, an enchanted robe and cuirass. By the time I reached the last one, my arms were so full that I could barely walk.
"I'll just leave some of this stuff here for the moment, guys," I said, staggering into a corner and dumping everything except the robe, belt, pants and books. "I can come and pick it up later, OK?" None of them seemed to care.
Rather than return to the Urshilaku camp immediately, I decided to go back to Ald'ruhn via Sadrith Mora. This was all getting a bit overwhelming, and I needed some time to think before I decided what to do next. The ghosts watched impassively as I struggled to cast Divine Intervention, probably thinking "Oh gods, the latest one can't even cast a bloody Intervention spell. Looks like we're going to be here for another few decades."
I still couldn't get over the fact that I was the reincarnation of Nerevar. What did it even mean, exactly? Did it mean that I didn't have a soul of my own, just an ancient Indoril warlord's soul inside me somewhere? I didn't like that idea at all. Or, worse, did it mean that at some point I'd suddenly turn into Nerevar?
I glanced down hastily, and was relieved to see that my body at least had kept its usual shape. It might not be perfect, but I was kind of attached to it.
In any case, before I started getting all philosophical, I had more practical concerns to worry about. Firstly and most importantly: I was starting to run out of cash. The money Caius had left me had been very useful, but I'd already spent most of it by this point. I hadn't received any payment for my services to House Redoran and the Legions, and I'd actually lost money on my last Fighters' Guild job.
I'd have to take more missions for the Guild, I thought. But if I was going to do that, I really needed to have a talk with Percius Mercius first.
From Wolverine Hall I took the Guild Guide to Ald'ruhn, where an ash storm was raging ? was it just me, or were they getting more and more frequent lately? ? and went to see Percius in the Fighters' Guild. He greeted me with a smile. "Good to see you again? Defender, is it? I heard from Lorbumol in Vivec."
"That's right."
"I haven't seen you in a while," he said, and then winked. "But I hear you've been busy with? other things."
My heart almost stopped. "Other? things?"
His smile grew wider. "Folks say you and young Varvur Sarethi have been seeing quite a lot of each other lately."
"Varvur?" I nearly burst out laughing, caught between relief and astonishment. "Me and Varvur Sarethi? Are you kidding?"
"It's not true, then?"
"Of course not." I shook my head in disbelief. "I mean, we've been on a few missions together, but? you can't be serious. Don't you think he's a bit out of my league?"
He laughed. "You can't have been in Ald'ruhn very long. From what I hear of Varvur, you wouldn't be the first young outlander woman he's been involved with."
"Gee, thanks," I said sourly. "So people are saying I'm his latest 'bit of rough', are they?" Could you even use that phrase to describe a woman? Well, at least it was better than having people think I was shacked up with bloody Caius Cosades.
"I don't think that's what they meant," he said. "But anyway, what are you here for? Need more work?"
I drew a deep breath. "Before you give me any more work, I think you need to explain to me what's going on in the Guild. I'm starting to get worried."
Percius screwed up his face. He mulled it over for a moment, scratching his head. "Tell you what," he said at last. "Go do some work for Hrundi in Sadrith Mora ? he's a good man, and you can trust him. When you're a Guardian, come back and talk to me again, and I'll tell you what I know. I've been impressed with your work so far."
As I left the Guild, I found myself thinking over what Percius had said about Varvur Sarethi. I wasn't deaf or blind, and I certainly had suspected that Varvur might have a teensy tiny little crush on me ? but it had never occurred to me to imagine it could actually lead to anything. He was quite good-looking, now that I thought about it, though maybe a little young for m- hang on, what was I thinking? Even if he'd been the embodiment of my ideal man, there was no way I could start a love affair with the son of my Redoran sponsor.
It was probably for the best, I thought. Even in the unlikely event that the Sarethis approved of me dating their son, they'd probably want me to marry him and start popping out babies. I wasn't ready to settle down yet ? I was a career girl. I had absolutely no desire to swan around all day in a palatial mansion, dressed only in the finest silks and satins, eating three- or four-course dinners every night, with a houseful of servants on hand to attend to my every whi- well, maybe it wouldn't be quite so bad to be a nobleman's wife?
I tried to put the whole thing out of my mind, but annoyingly, I couldn't stop thinking about it now that Percius had put the idea in my head. I remembered the pretty Bosmer girl I'd seen in Sarethi Manor, and wondered if she was Varvur's girlfriend. Certainly the way they'd acted around each other suggested that there was something between them.
A good monster-killing expedition was just what I needed to distract me from my hopeless love life, and Hrundi, the burly Nord in charge of the Sadrith Mora Fighters' Guild, had one ready and waiting. Apparently a woman named Larienna Macrina needed some help clearing necromancers out of a Dwemer ruin. When he showed me where it was on my map, I calculated that I'd just have time to fly out there before yesterday's Levitation spell wore off.
I left the hall and flew south until I reached the Dwemer ruin of Nchurdamz, not too far from the Shrine of Azura. A tough-looking Imperial woman, dressed in a Legion uniform, had set up camp just outside the entrance. She waved at me as I flew down to meet her. "Ho there, good friend!"
"Hello," I said. "Are you Larienna Macrina?"
She nodded. "You're one of Hrundi's band, aren't you? I can spot you a mile off. I've been waiting for some time now for assistance, but I suppose you will have to do."
'You will have to do'? She had some bloody nerve, speaking to me like that. "Are you in the Legion, by any chance?" I asked sharply.
"No. I was once, but I left some time ago." Ah.
"I'm on a quest to root out a great beast dwelling within these ruins," she went on. "You and I will explore together."
What? Hrundi had told me we were going after necromancers. "Hold on, a 'great beast'? I thought ? "
"I have scoured the world over hunting a Daedroth named Hrelvesuu with whom I have had? issues? in the past. When last we battled, I struck her a blow so grievous that she fled via spell to her dark sanctuary. This is that place." Larienna gritted her teeth. "She is weak, and likely recuperating from the damage I caused her. This place is well defended and I need someone to watch my back. You can have whatever 'treasure' you can find in there ? I seek only vengeance. What say you?"
My heart sank as I saw the crazed gleam in her eye. I didn't like getting involved in personal vendettas, for all sorts of reasons, but now that I was here I couldn't exactly turn back. "All right," I said, stifling a sigh.
"Then let's go. Remember, let me know if you require aid ? you watch my back and I'll watch yours. Take point and root out the threats."
"What sort of threats do you think we'll face?"
"Dwemer centurions, mainly. Have you ever fought one before?" I shook my head. "Well, you'll soon get used to it, haha. Oh? and Hrelvesuu, of course. Remember, the treasure is yours ? but she is mine."
The large room inside the entrance to Nchurdamz looked like it had once been some kind of dining hall. The first thing I saw was a sort of huge mechanical spider, scuttling across the floor on six spindly legs. It's a good thing I'd seen Dwemer constructs before, otherwise I'd have been utterly terrified at being attacked by a giant metal spider. I froze, unsure how to tackle one of those things with a sword, until Larienna stepped forward and fried it with a powerful blast of shock magicka.
Almost immediately, a large metal ball in the corner of the room unfolded itself into a Centurion and came rolling towards us. "Attack the joints," Larienna called from behind me. "Those are the weakest parts."
As the Centurion lunged at me with a club-like arm, I dodged around it and chopped at the exposed shoulder joint with my sword. A couple of hefty blows cleaved its arm from its shoulder in a shower of sparks. Wasting no time, I slashed at its neck from behind, severing the head from its body and causing it to collapse in what looked strangely like death throes. I'd have been creeped out if I'd had time to think about it.
Larienna and I advanced through the Dwemer ruin, fighting off more of the strange mechanical guardians as we went. It felt strange to be taking orders again, but Larienna was a competent fighter despite her unhealthy obsession with Hrelv? er, the Daedroth. "I can smell the stench of the Daedroth," she hissed, as we moved deeper into the complex. "It is here, and I will find it!"
Down a flight of steps, we came across a room with the obligatory open lava pool in the middle. (It made me wonder what on Nirn they used those things for, and how many Dwemer kids had lost their lives accidentally falling into them.) The entrance was guarded by an extra-large Centurion, which puffed steam as it walked and took a heavy beating from both of us before it went down. But the only thing we found in the room was a rusty key inside an old chest.
Down a passage off to the right, and up another stairway, was a round metal door which was locked and magically trapped. When I pressed my ear against the door, I could hear strange snuffling sounds from the room beyond it. Larienna clapped a hand on my shoulder, making me jump.
"The beast is near now ? very near," she whispered. "Be on your guard."
I still couldn't shake the feeling that this was a bad idea, but I shrugged it off as best I could, and took the key we'd found earlier from my pouch. Very carefully, I slid it into the lock and turned it as quietly as possible. It worked; the door slid open ? and that was when Larienna completely lost her head.
The Daedroth Hrelvesuu was standing in a corner of the room, facing away from us. With a little care we might have taken her down without her even realising we were there ? but that was far too subtle for Larienna, apparently. "Hrelvesuu, I have come for you!" she roared, shoving me aside just as I was starting to creep through the door. "Show yourself!"
Before I had the chance to ask her what the hell she thought she was doing, I heard her yell out the words to a spell. A massive bolt of shock magicka crackled through the air, hitting everything within a ten-foot radius ? me included. The force of the blast literally knocked me to the ground.
Moaning with pain, I rolled away to the side ? as far away from Larienna as possible ? and lay there, curled up into a tight ball, as she and Hrelvesuu lobbed spells at each other. My hands, arms and legs felt numb, and I could barely even hear the sounds of battle over the ringing in my ears.
At long last the booms and crashes died down a bit, and I realised that someone had probably won the fight. I cautiously opened my eyes to see Larienna standing over me. "Oops," she said. "Sorry."
"You idiot!" I growled, struggling into a sitting position. "You could have killed me!"
"I'm very sorry. I got a little? carried away." Sheesh, that was the understatement of the decade. "Would you like me to heal you?"
"No!" I didn't want her casting any more spells anywhere near me, thank you very much. "I'll do it myself." I tried to cast a healing spell, but I could still hardly move my fingers. "Sod it, I'll take a potion."
The one good thing to come out of that mission to Nchurdamz was the treasure I found there in Hrelvesuu's lair. The crates and barrels lining the walls contained several valuable gems, which would fetch quite a lot from an alchemist. Once we'd cleaned out the room, Larienna and I parted company ? apparently she 'felt uneasy' about something or other and wanted to investigate the ruins further. I was quite happy to let her.
I teleported back to Sadrith Mora and handed in Larienna's report to Hrundi, who paid me 500 septims and promoted me to Warder ? just one rank below Guardian. He had some more missions for me in the towns of Vos and Tel Mora, up on the north-eastern coast, but I didn't fancy making the six-day round trip again right now. After selling my gems to a Mages' Guild alchemist I had nearly 1,000 septims in all, easily enough to tide me over for the next few weeks.
Following a hot bath and a good night's sleep in Wolverine Hall, I woke up feeling a lot calmer and less overwhelmed. I was just about ready to face Sul-Matuul and Nibani Maesa again and tell them the? well, I hoped they would see it as good news. It would be a bit embarrassing if I walked in there proudly showing off my Moon-and-Star ring, only for them to go, "Crap, you don't mean you're SERIOUS?"
I Recalled to the Urshilaku camp, and was glad to find that the weather there was clear for once, though it was cold and overcast. As I walked through the camp, I spotted a familiar face ? the guy who'd made me grub up trama root for him on my first visit to the camp. He smiled at me, but once again I could see a hint of mockery in his eyes.
"I hear rumours, favoured guest," he said in a low voice, falling into step beside me. "I hear the Outlander earns honour and hospitality of the tribe. I hear the Outlander makes claim to be named 'Nerevarine'."
"And?"
He shook his head. "The people respect their ashkhan and wise woman. But these are strange tidings, and hard to believe."
It's not often you get such a perfect opportunity for revenge. I could hardly keep myself from grinning as I removed my left gauntlet and casually stretched out my hand, showing off the Moon-and-Star on my finger. "This mean anything to you?"
For a moment he just stared at it blankly, and then, slowly, the colour began to drain from his face. "The Moon-and-Star," he said hoarsely. "Then? then the stories are true. But how can you?" I could see him trying to grapple with the ludicrous notion that an outlander, an Imperial outlander, could actually be the Nerevarine.
"You know what, Shabinbael?" I said, suddenly remembering his name. "I don't know why, but I have this strange craving for trama root all of a sudden. Perhaps you could go and dig some up for me?"
His face was an absolute picture. "I ? Of course, Clanfriend."
Bwahaha. It was mean, I know, but I just couldn't resist. Ah, sweet sweet revenge.
By contrast, Nibani Maesa's reaction was surprisingly calm. All she did was examine the ring, and ask me to describe what I'd seen and heard in the Cavern of the Incarnate. "It is as I have seen in my dream," she said, when I'd explained everything. "It is a true dream, sent from Azura to guide me."
"So what do I do now?"
"You must go to Ashkhan Sul-Matuul to be named Urshilaku Nerevarine. I am confident that he will approve you, but I am sure he has things he wishes to say beforehand."
Nibani turned to be right about that. Sul-Matuul might have been skeptical up to now, but all that vanished instantly the moment I showed him the ring. "You wear the Moon-and-Star of Nerevar. This is a true sign. This is a miracle, a blessing of Azura, and no man may deny it."
"So you'd be willing to declare me the Nerevarine?"
He nodded. "You have passed the Third Trial, but the Fourth and Fifth Trials lie before you. I have spoken with Nibani Maesa, and I know these Trials. You wish to be called Urshilaku Nerevarine ? but first, would you hear the counsel of Sul-Matuul?"
I needed all the help I could get, frankly. "Okay."
"Good. First, I would give you warning. When you are called 'Nerevarine', the word must spread, and many must hear. Your enemies will hear, and come seeking your blood. And such friends as you may have among the Great Houses, those who heed the words of the Temple, they may forget their love for you. If you have business with the People of the Houses and Temple, you may wish to conduct that business first, before you are named Nerevarine."
I winced, remembering that Peakstar had said the same thing. "What sort of business do you mean?"
"The Fourth Trial is to join the three Great Houses of Vvardenfell under one Hortator. You must be named Hortator in turn by Houses Redoran, Hlaalu, and Telvanni."
'Hortator'? I'd heard that word before. "Forgive my ignorance, Ashkhan? but what exactly is a Hortator?"
"A Hortator is a war leader. When a greater enemy threatens, the Great Houses put aside their quarrels and choose a Hortator, a single war leader to lead all the Houses. Only a Great House council can name a Hortator, and all councils must agree."
My mouth fell open. "You want me to ask the Great House councils to make me their war leader?"
Sul-Matuul nodded. "Prove to them that Dagoth Ur threatens. When you are named Redoran Hortator, Hlaalu Hortator, and Telvanni Hortator, only then will you be the Hortator named in prophecy."
"Anything else?" I gasped, fighting back a wave of hysteria. What would I be asked to do next: travel to the moons and back? Take on a Daedric Prince in single combat? Persuade an Imperial tax official to grant me a refund?
"The Fifth Trial is to join the four tribes of the Ashlanders under the Nerevarine. They must put aside pride and tribal squabbles and together face the blighted hosts of Dagoth Ur. The Urshilaku shall name you Nerevarine, but the others may be more cautious." He let this sink in. "Do you wish me to call you Nerevarine?"
I was about to say "no", remembering what he'd said about finishing my business with the Houses first, when I remembered that I'd just told Shabinbael my secret out of pure spite. No doubt it'd be all over the camp by now ? and while the Urshilaku probably didn't get out much, it couldn't be too long before the story reached the cities as well. Talos, what a [censored] idiot I was.
Well, might as well get it over with. "Yes, Ashkhan," I said quietly. "I would like you to name me Nerevarine."
"So be it," he said, a solemn expression on his face. "Before my hearth and kin, and before the People of the Wastes, I name you Urshilaku Nerevarine, War Leader of the Urshilaku, and Protector of the People. In token of this I give you the Teeth, which shall be a sign to all Dunmer that you are the Nerevarine, and that the Urshilaku shall follow you in all things, even unto death, until the Enemy is defeated, or you are dead, or you give this back into my hand."
He laid an enchanted necklace of made of teeth around my shoulders. "You shall be Nerevarine of all the tribes, and Hortator of all the Great Houses," he continued. "You shall eat the sin of the unmourned house, and free the false gods. You must defeat the Sixth House, and Dagoth Ur. You must free the Tribunal from their curse. This shall be your duty as Urshilaku Nerevarine."
Five minutes later I wandered out of the tent, feeling like I'd been hit over the head with the flat of Sul-Matuul's battle axe. What was I going to do now? How was I even supposed to start the task of persuading every House and Ashlander tribe in Morrowind to declare me their war leader? And even supposing I somehow managed that, what was I going to do when they expected me to actually go and confront Dagoth Ur?
I tried to picture myself as a messiah figure, uniting the tribes of Morrowind under a single banner, boldly defying the might of the Dunmer authorities in defence of my beliefs. It wasn't easy, I must say.
Shabinbael approached me as I walked to the edge of the camp, handfuls of grubby roots in each hand. "Here is the trama root you asked for, Nerevarine."
"Um?" I said. "Oh, er, yes. Thanks." I took the roots from him and wandered off to cast an Almsivi Intervention spell, still in a daze.
As I rode the silt strider from Gnisis to Ald'ruhn that night, I decided that there was only one thing to do: go to Athyn Sarethi and confess everything. Well, nearly everything. It was a risky move ? for all I knew, he might go straight to the Temple to report me as a False Incarnate ? but he did owe me a favour, and he was the closest thing I had to a mentor now that Caius was gone. And if anyone could help me get started on the near-impossible task of becoming Redoran Hortator, it was him.
The first thing I did when I got back to Ald'ruhn was teleport to Vivec and go to my bank, where I collected Azura's Star from my deposit box. My reasoning was that if I showed it to Athyn, to prove that I was on friendly terms with Azura, he might be more willing to believe my Nerevarine tale. As I walked through Vivec, once again I had that uncomfortable feeling of being watched. Maybe I really was going mad, I thought ? after all, if anyone ever had an excuse?
I deposited some of the money I'd earned and then returned to Ald'ruhn, where I walked up to Skar to visit Athyn. My heart was thumping violently, and by the time I reached the door of Sarethi Manor, I was starting to seriously doubt whether this was a good idea.
How did I know I was the Nerevarine? Because Azura had told me. But how could I be sure she was telling the truth? I wouldn't normally pay much attention to the ravings of a giant tentacle monster, but I couldn't help remembering what Dagoth Ulen had said about the Daedra Lords, and their habit of screwing around with mortals for their own amusemant.
I took a deep breath and knocked on the door. A servant let me in and escorted me to Athyn, who was in his study. "Ah, you've returned!" he said, rising to greet me with a smile. "But you look very pale, Ada. Are you unwell?"
"No, I'm fine, I just? Athyn, what can you tell me about Azura?"
"The Lady of Twilight?" He frowned. "The Temple calls her one of the Good Daedra, and indeed, it is said she is the only one who shows compassion to her mortal followers. But I fear that like the other Princes, she is not to be trusted. Why are you asking me this?"
I hesitated, wondering where to begin. "You have cause to fear her?" Athyn said gently, his eyes fixed on my face. "You think you have displeased her somehow, perhaps?"
"No, not at all," I said. "Quite the opposite, actually. Look, maybe I'd better start at the beginning."
I told him all about my visit to Azura's shrine, the task she'd asked me ? okay, commanded me ? to perform for her, and how she'd rewarded me with her Star. Although he didn't say anything, I'm not sure he actually believed me until I took the Star out of my pack and showed it to him. He looked at it for a long time, turning it over in his hands and stroking the surface.
"I see," he said at last. "Well, my friend, it would seem you have the Lady's favour. I suggest you take care not to lose it."
"But the thing is, there's more. Lots more." I could feel my heart fluttering wildly. "I ? "
Suddenly I began to feel very strange. My first thought was that I must be sickening for something, the second that the floor suddenly seemed a lot closer than usual. I think I must actually have blacked out for a few seconds, because the next thing I knew I was sitting in a chair with a worried-looking Athyn staring down at me.
"Ada, you are not well. You are exhausted. What have you been doing these past few days?" He laid a hand on my shoulder. "Go home, and go to bed. Whatever you have to tell me can wait until tomorrow."
"No, no, it can't. It's important." I tried to get up out of the chair, but my limbs seemed to have turned to jelly all of a sudden. Ye gods, I really was exhausted.
I reached for my pack, which had fallen to the ground, and groped around for a stamina potion. Athyn watched in concern as I lifted it to my lips with both hands and gulped down the contents. "What, then, is so important?"
I had no idea if Athyn had even heard of the Nerevarine prophecies, but there was only one way to find out. Wordlessly I held up my hand to him, my fourth finger slightly raised, letting the Moon-and-Star sparkle in the light.
Athyn's brows shot up, and I heard him draw in breath sharply. He took my hand and lifted it up so that he could examine the ring more closely. I could only hope he'd realise it was an ancient relic, not just a fake knocked up by some dodgy enchanter.
"The moon and star," he murmured. "The mark of Nerevar."
"That's right." I closed my eyes and clasped my hands together on the desk, preparing for the worst. "Athyn? I think I may be the Nerevarine."