-Journal Entry: Day 5-
I am a Nomad
I was a solider.
I am not a mercenary.
Allow me to explain...
A solider is someone who will fight for his nation, someone who will put his life on the line, rather willingly or not. The pay is not good, but the solider will not complain as he is not allowed to complain. He follows orders from a chain of command, he will not question, he is the backbone to the army.
A mercenary is like a soldier, he is proficient in the art of war, and is willing to do it over and over. He sells his skills to whoever is willing to pay the price, if the price is kept he will follow you. He will take orders, and he just might complain about them. But he'll get the job done, if just for his name sake.
The nomad is untrustworthy, it is payed and expected to do battle. Expected to follow orders, expected...But the nomad doesn't care about pay, doesn't care about the chain of command. The live most of the time broke, money is not incentive, if they're in a battle it's merely because it benefits them. They are flighty and need constant watching, less they desert.
So in that sense, I'm here as long as it suits me. My blood once pumped only for the NCR, but now, letting them burn to the ground causes no great sorrow within me. Though I would be sad to see the Enclave win, they are a vile people, and this is my motivation for fighting.
I shall not forget nor forgive their crimes, their judgment is as crooked as my leg. But we are loosing...
You can see it in the eyes of the young soldiers.
You can see it in the eyes of the hardened mercenaries.
You can see it in the eyes of the restless nomads.
All is not yet lost, though are ground is slipping. They have tanks. They have helicopters. All is not lost.
They have advanced tactics. We have the youngest of soldiers. All is not lost.
They have superior equipment. We have whatever we can pick off the ground. All is not lost.
Repetition does not help, lying does not help, the simple fact of the matter is...We're screwed.
-Rosamond Blackwood-
-Shady Sands: Three Story Building, Third Window from the Left-
The blood splashed onto the ground, red on brown, the Enclave soldier toppled over his own guts.
“Nice shot,” the voice next to my ear said.
“Thanks,” I said.
My spotter unlike me was a solider, and unlike me, was young. Seventeen at the most. Just a damn kid. Gregory was his name, he was born somewhere outside of NCR territory, but he had served most of his life under their flag and his blood boiled with patriotism.
His dark read hair and mustache were an unusual sight, and the made a great source of amusemant.
Jokes could come later, we had to focus, there was work to do.
Bang.
An Enclave's soldiers brains were splattered across his companions face, streaks of red; chunks of yellow and pink. The bits of skull and hair stuck to his paralyzed face, the fact that they were close enough for me to see that...
Bang.
The paralyzed look replaced by one of pure shock, his mouth agape, he tumbled over his friend clutching his chest. Their blood was quickly pooling onto the dry dirt, quenching it's thirst. No time to admire it now,
Bang.
“AAAAHHHHHH!”
A man's leg was blown clear off from the kneecap down, I had made a slight miscalculation, the next shot silenced him. A bloody trail, glistening a dark red in the sunlight was all that was left as the high powered rounds tore flesh and shattered bone.
Across the street the distant popping and crackling of gunfire could be hear, though I pushed out of my mind. Our defensive line was being spread thin across our entire eastern front, how long until he broke through? I should flee now and damn the consequences, I was a Nomad after all.
“TANK!”
The shout brought me back, I peered over the edge of my window, sure enough there was a tank. As I looked it;s metal surface deflected bullets, its treads crushed bodies underneath it, reducing them to a mush, a human milkshake.
Its machine gun sprayed the windows, causing me to duck as bullets richoted off walls. George was screaming something to my left, I couldn't hear over everything else,
“What! WHAT DID-”
BOOM
The building shuddered, the ceiling threatened to collapse, the tank had obviously blown through our barricaded entry.
“I've got it!”
The shout of a young man to my right, I looked over, he was holding a RPG-7 in his hands, aimed shakily at the the tank.
WHOOSH
The RPG soared through the air, leaving a trail of smoke behind it, seconds later-
KA-BOOM
The explosion could be felt inside, I could hear the dirt raining back down to earth,
“[censored]!”
Obviously the man had failed to hit the tank, even though it was such a close target. He fumbled to load another rocket into the tube, his hand were shaking badly, finally he got it in place
“Ha! Got it, you-”
The man hadn't even thought to duck while he reloaded, a line of .50 caliber bullets ripped his spinal cord in two, I saw his intestines hit the ground before his did. Even as he fell he struggled to keep them in, groping at them like they were some slimy snake.
I turned back to George, he was looking at me with a I-know-what-your-thinking-and-I-really-don't-think-you-should look in his piercing blue eyes, I just smiled and shouted
“Cover me!”
I sprinted across the building, crouching low as the machine gun fire rake through them, I dropped as soon as I got to the kid. His hands still clutched around his stomach in a futile attempt to keep everything in.
I patted him on his leg,
“Too bad kid, not your lucky day,”
I grabbed the RPG-7, it was loaded and ready to go. I nodded at George and motioned to the other men pressed down low against the windows,
“Covering fire!”
I'm not sure if they heard me entirely, but they got the message. With the Tank momentarily distracted, hoping it wouldn't blast all to hell, I leaped up. It took me three seconds to retrace it and fire the rocket, it felt like an entirety. I felt the kick follow by the
WHOOSH
As it trailed off and made direct contact with the tank, it sent shrapnel up it's metal plates and blasting it to kingdom come. There were cheers all around as the smoke and flames came billowing from it. I re-slung my M82 Barrett Sniper Rifle, and walked back to George,
“Guess that finally scared them off, huh?”
I merely nodded in response, to tired to speak. I looked down at my twisted leg, how I had ran on it...I shook my head, It was throbbing so much it would be a wonder if I could walk...George took notice
“Arthritis, huh? Looks like a [censored].”
This time I offered a weak smirk. He was right about that, my train of though was interrupted. The shrieking of bombs snapped me to attention, all of a sudden the building shook again, it was the familiar sound of artillery.
Should have fled when I had the chance.