Yes, but everything dipped in the internet comes out coated with the rich, caramel-thick flavor of angst.

Burn Notice, Lost Girl, Bones, my Mum likes American Idol, but that's dreadful stuff, adn the show in question Ive watched multiple times, so I guess I consider it.

Hmmm, I really dont know what else, I'll get back to you on that.

Didn't intend to (and I'm not).

My interests are summed up in the generalisation of my avatar.

There's nothing be disappointed in. g-ranger and I are saving ourselves for marriage, so we'll be virgins until ages 21.5 and 23.5. He is my first and only boyfriend. We began dating when I was 18 and he was 20, we are each others' first kisses. You'll probably be so glad you're sharing all of those things with the person you will be sharing them with. I'm not preaching abstinence until marriage but mostly pointing towards the relationship and kissing aspects. I would be ashamed if I lost my virginity when I was younger and had several or even one boyfriend already when I met him.

Things I'm ashamed of: I bought my A+ certification textbook eleven months ago and due to work, I'm only 1/3 done. Also, I can't play a game unless I have absolutely nothing else pending. I can't enjoy it otherwise and it results in me rarely being able to play games. It's been the case since I was 17.

EDIT:

I'll trade you not being able to do anything when you start playing a game for that.

Can we meet halfway?

I like how people get hit on during threads.
I am ashamed that I am a bit of a megalomaniac.

Even though I have not been diagnosed with it I have some many tendencies on which I am on par with.
I think I am more important , intelligent in most cases, the best looking, the most sly and overall the best person in the world at all times. At times my slight droughts of depression remind me I am not all that. So it isn't all the time. To sum it up if I could control everyones minds to stop fighting these pointless wars and being corrupt I'd do it in a blink of the eye and I bathe in the spotlight of my power. What would you want one person who keeps the world at peace and is a slightly corrupt of doing so or having millions of corrupt people self destroying the world. If I had the power to do what I only dreamed of doing I would do it in a blink of an eye.

P.S. there is times when I am not depressed when my megalo feelings are much lessened.

Depends. Where do you live? :teehee:

/is executed

:rofl: :rofl: :rofl: for some strange reason that really made me laugh

I'm mildly attracted to the idea of a cybernetic woman. Rachael from Blade Runner, Major Kusanagi from Ghost in the Shell, etc.

Not happening in my lifetime though. :nope:

I'm ashamed that I can't think of anything clever to say.

I sometimes wish that we could just live in the Pokemon world. Everyone would be so much more friendly, and life would be better.

I'm ashamed that I haven't tried to spread my word of this grand vision.

Pet Charmander Mew FTW

Nirn would be pretty awesome as well

Too bad Pokémon world doesn't make any sense.

One day..

Which reminds me of something else I should be ashamed of (but I'm not).. I had to pay to lose my virginity. Pretty much gave up on finding someone that'll actually love me. :shrug: not a big deal for me really now.. but the me a few years ago would have been very disappointed :nope:

Bit of deja vu I guess. Anyway, Hi my name is Jesse, He11FX. Nice to meet you.

Yeah I'm going to stay away from this thread.

...And this world does or something?



I'm a bit ashamed about the fact that whenever I am a moderator in an Internet community, I just... don't know what to do. I pretty much wing it, but I look at the awesome mods here and I don't know if maybe I'm just not getting something.

This. Except more like this:

I'm 19, almost half way to 20
I'm horrible at talking to guys, especially at finding other gay/bi ones
I've never had a local, face-to-face boyfriend
I'm still a virgin
And I've never been kissed

I R disappoint.

I am a failure in all aspects of my life. I have no motivation to do anything of any value, and I never have done anything of any value. At this point, I am a mere drain on society and the Earth's resources.

I still have happiness in my life, though, so that's something.

My lack of motivation to get better grades then C's in High School... bleh, oh well.

Oh yeah, they do LOOK cool. But I was seeing a girl that smoked and it svcked. Clothes smell, she smells, she tasted funny. She can't smell worth a damn, my sense of smell is no where near as sensitive as it was and food just bores her (which is a big deal for me, being a huge foodie). Weird thing was, not being a smoker myself, the smell of dried tobacco is very very nice. I love it. I just don't like it being burnt anywhere near me.

I was like this at first too, and athough the stronger and leaner I got the less I cared who was around, I still feel a lot more comfortable working out on my own. If the thought of gyms, jogging in public etc are restricting your ability to exercise, consider investing in a rowing machine (or exercise bike, or whatever cardio you fancy). Rowing is low-impact too, so you won't have to worry about any shin splints, knee problems, or whatnot.

I'm ashamed of not working harder in school and getting minimal grades when I could have done a lot better.
I'm ashamed of letting myself get as overweight as I have.
I'm ashamed of some of the guys I've dated in the past because I should have had more self respect.
I'm ashamed I've never truly worked for much in my life, most good stuff has happened because of luck I think...
I'm ashamed at some of the vicious words that come out my mouth sometimes when I have monthly female rage issues.
I'm ashamed I have no savings in the bank and live paycheck to paycheck.

But I do have guilt issues. I could probably have done a lot more.