Okay I'll play along. It's personal, but it's not that I'm afraid like to share it.
I'm 21, close to 22.
I'm horrible when it comes to girls.
I've never had a girlfriend.
I'm still a virgin.
And I've never been kissed.
I'm not so much ashamed as I am disappointed in myself.
This. Except more like this:
I'm 19, almost half way to 20
I'm horrible at talking to guys, especially at finding other gay/bi ones
I've never had a local, face-to-face boyfriend
I'm still a virgin
And I've never been kissed
I R disappoint.
Not quite sure why you are all feeling bad about this, other then stupid peer pressure. I lost my virginity the week I hit 18, with my boyfriend of the time. The experience was 'clumsy' at best. Looking back I don't think I was actually emotionally mature or basically mature enough to handle six. Add to that the fact that the guy dumped me two months later and I was heart broken for about a year. You literally never forget your first.
Seriously, don't rush and don't feel bad that you haven't lost it yet. It really is best to wait until you find someone special that won't break your heart and to wait until you are mature enough. There is a lot of truth to the idea that the older you are the better six is, it really is. The older you get, the more comfortable you are with yourself and your body, the more relaxed you are, the better your body responds (seriously), the better the experience. Teenage six is overrated.
If I could do it again I would wait until I was 25 or so, at least.