My husband is much more sick than we thought, I found out today. I feel embarassed because I felt numb, started lining up things, making contingency plans, sticking to the facts, focusing on accomplishing daily goals, and managing the needs of my students. Until I vomited so violently it came out my nose, my students were shocked, and I had to get a colleague to take over the class. This is annoying, my body needs to cooperate, I have things to do and peeps to take care of.

I am also embarassed by how far my tummy distends.

I get really sick to my stomach when I'm stressed. I suggest trying to be less stressed, even through tough times. I find if I keep my chin up my health is much better off.

I'm ashamed to know you.


Seriously now...

My horrible work ethic, I'm a huge procrastinator and its only gotten worse in college.It affects outside of school to, my job right now is awful. I make about $300 a month and I have to pay $200 of that on my car and phone. I have had several opportunities to get a new job but I am far to comfortable with my current one.

I'm a horrific procrastinator too. In fact I'm procrastinating as I write this

Same, I have to write a book review for Western Civilization by tomorrow.

You're ashamed that you can watch any horror movie?

I have to finish a essay about Shakespearean language, Shakespeare was never really my most preferred subject :whistling: (Goes on DOSBox and plays Prince Of Persia)




I watch all the bad 50's sci fi movies and I'm not ashamed. I think they're hilarious :shrug:

--I watched/liked The Love Boat (Gopher!). Of course, I was 11-12 at the time...
--I actually like the Barbie Girl song (tho that's mostly because I saw the http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rrdtXxzhBWA first).
--I can spend way too much time playing video games. :whistling:

Sounds like you moved into 'cope' mode, nothing to be embarassed about there. When things get to much to deal with and emotions too gut wrenching then we move into 'cope' mode and automatically start organizing and doing whatever it takes to 'normalize' the situation, anything to stay in control because the alternative is to breakdown.

When I am in that mode it is like I have found some hidden strength I didn't know I had. I should be breaking down, I should be feeling, I should be screaming out my pain, but I am numb and focused.

I have IBS symptoms which are related to my internalizing anger and emotions and not expressing them. When I get upset I get an upset stomach and have done so throughout my life.

As for what am I ashamed of.........my French is appalling. (I live in France)

While drunk I apparently told my friends mom that I was more intelligent than her.
I haven't seen her since then. >_>

Yes. I almost feel [censored] watching a bad movie, but for some reason, horror... I'm a horror pervert.

Edit: Wow, that was censored.

Hey look who finally drifted into CD! Welcome!


Luckily enough I haven't had the opportunity yet to say something stupid whilst drunk :shifty:

Still not getting off my ass and exercising. I've only got a little more to lose (far less than what I've already lost), but healthy eating will only take me so far and I still make excuses to myself. I walk instead of taking the car but I let myself get hung up on the idea that people may see me if I go out for a jog - even though I know no one would really care. It's pathetic really.

Yeah I figured I might as well give CD a try, the Fallout forums are getting repetitive, boring, frustrating and inactive.

I've said far too many embarrassing things while drunk.
Alcoholic substances is my nemesis. *sips ice cold beer*

Good luck.

And dang.....how many did you have?:P

Right now?
Only 2.
Gonna work tomorrow so I've just kicked back in the warmth of spring with some nice ale's.

Mines on Niccolo Machiavelli's The Prince, the only thing I have found interesting is the fact that its the same guy from Assassin's Creed minus all the assassin stuff.


I don't know why but every time I saw one of your post I thought you where an older member.


I'm ashamed of the fact that I have watched more than five episodes of Degrassi.

I'm ashamed of the fact of Alcoholics Anonymous being my nemesis...

Not having a job. ( yea i know its stupid but i kinda feel like i should have one right about now but no luck so far . )
I sometimes wear scooby - doo boxers :$

I used to be ashamed about half of my life, now I'm ashamed of nothing at all.

Please, oh god please, enlighten me because I desperately need to do this.

The fact that I don't care no matter how many people tell me I should.

Shame? I know of no such thing.

I'm a 42 y/o man. My 19 y/o daughter does not like Pokemon...I do.

It just comes naturally as you get old as dirt and just decide it's a waste to be ashamed of who you are. I guess I learned to like myself faults, mistakes, quirks and all. :shrug: