Wow, I really think the OP intended the tone of this thread to be a bit lighter...
OK, how about this. I find the smell of cigarette smoke to be sixually alluring, even though I do not smoke myself. I will however vehemently defend smoker's right's on this basis, despite opposing virtually every other kind of mental or physical stimulant in existence. Also, people say smoking doesn't make you look cool. Yes it does.
I feel sixy now. Thank you.
On topic - I blame myself for every bad thing that's every happened to me, anyone I love, or just bad things I've seen. Growing up where I did, I saw more than my share of bad things and I regret not doing anything about it. Because of that, I feel as though I'm not worthy of being a 'good' person. I don't accept compliments, keep people at a distance and use humor as a crutch. I strive daily to be a good person, as good as I can, simply because of what I've seen and how I reacted.
I have a terrible anger issue. I don't get mad easily unless it's one of just a few things. If I'm cheated on, I flip. Bad. I throw things out of windows and get so vulgar a sailor would blush. I will not stand idly by and witness abuse. Verbal, mental, emotional or physical. I WILL kick ass and chew bubble gum. Loud noises that aren't necessary make me yell. Being in JROTC for four years, I've developed quite the voice. When I get angry, the accent I spent so much time getting rid of comes back. I have a ghetto accent and I hate it.
Something I almost never tell anyone, so count yourselves blessed - I'm an active member of the bdsn community. Contrary to what I've stated above, I'm also a sadist.
Oh, and although I'm not gay or even bi, I've had six with as many men as I have women.