OOC: Give me a chance!
Sorry for not being in yesterday, went out for the night, only had a chance to get on the computer now.
Marallyn giggled along with his smile, knowing it was completely false as he sat down on the couch. Then he spoke of death and loss, and when he looked up again the smile was gone from his face, and replaced by ten times the emotion she'd ever seen in his eyes. It was like a child cuddling a blanket and asking mother if it was okay to come out of the bedroom.
It damn near well broke her heart to see that. Crito, an upbeat, humorous, spring-back guy being so down and out as to look like a child in the face of danger. To look defenseless and worried. In an ironic reversal of gender roles Marallyn felt the need to suddenly be that defense and courage. he may have called her a w*ore, but she had been called worse -and once killed because of it- and it did nothing to erase the fact that for two years they had worked together to finish the jobs. They'd always been working together. One single name-calling could not erase two years of history between people.
Though it did cause a gap in that history, which was only now being sealed as they met again. So, like the good friend of the past, Marallyn sat down on the other end of the sofa and reached out, grabbing one of Crito's hands. "The only dangerous thing in here is me." She cracked a rueful smile at this, eyes darting to the bow and quiver on the table across the room.
IC: Crito's grin returned, albeit the sparkle in his eyes was still lacking somewhat. "And you're dangerous enough." He added to her statement.
He couldn't recall ever feeling like this, his whole life had been one of relative freedom and security in his own little world. Now, that world was destroyed, and the remains had been turned into a bloody, merciless warground, where it was kill or be killed. Still though, he didn't want to dwell on this. He'd seen first hand what it could do it people. He closed his eyes momentarily but just slightly longer than an average blink, and in an instant his mind flashed back to that moment in the village outside of the Imperial City.
The Crimson red glow of the banner.
The first time he had ever seen a Hurak, and the bloodshed that followed.He opened his eyes and the memories faded, along with the fear.
"When's the food ready?" He asked, changing the subject completely. "I'm starving." Truth was, he didn't have much of an appetite any more, but he had to eat. Both for his physical health and to bring back some normality.
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Ella looked at Li'Yen sympathetically, she desperately wanted to help, wanted to lift his obviously dampened spirits but for the life of her she couldn't think how.
"Sure they'll have a use for you." She half-lied, racking her head for ideas. "Subterfuge." She finally stumbled upon a word that Li'Yen would truly understand, and one where he would definitely be useful.
"They'll sure as hell need people like you here, scouts, spy's, people who can be quiet enough to know where the Hurak are and make sure the soldiers know where they are." She finally smiled once more, evidently thinking herself to have found a job for the Khajit. "I could even teach you some basic Illusionary magic."
After swallowing a small bite of meat, she added, "Trust me, people like you, they're incredibly useful in the right situations. You can have hundreds of fighters, hundreds of mages, but you'll only get a dozen people who can get in and out of the right place at the wrong time."
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The Shaman raised his painted white eyebrows at Lorenna's comment.
"Useless doesn't kill hundreds of your soldiers."
The comment was cold, cruel and low, but Abaddon seemed delighted by it. The skeletal paintings on his face creased as his malicious smile widened, and he laughed manically, thrashing about in his chains before Jalin began to speak. Then he went silent, listening intently.
'The only difference between you and the Hurak that shunned you, is that your desire to kill has been directed to a new target, and it includes them.'
There was no rebuttal here, no outburst of crazed laughter. Only silence. He looked up once more though to Jalin's eyes, and began to speak again.
"The two others who were exiled with me went crazy without food in the wasteland we were exiled to. I was forced to kill them to survive, as well as any other animal, creature or living thing I could find. It's kill or be killed out there, so sometimes, you've just got to learn to enjoy it."