I have recently returned to Morrowind after a short break, and after experimenting with a few builds I have finally settled on a character I am truly satisfied with. However, in the past I have always been something of a powergamer. I want to experience a different side of this fantastic gameworld, so after a little consideration I decided to begin chronicling the adventurers of my stealth based Bosmer, Caidiana Aluuvial. I am writing this for my own benefit, but I also hope my readers are able to gather some sense of enjoyment from these entries.
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Chapter One: Dealing with the Imperials
As a Bosmer who prides herself on her proficiency in Speechcraft, I have a great deal of experience with the various accents and dialects of Tamriel. However, few voices have instilled in me the same feeling of calmness and sanctuary as that of the lady in my dream. Her words are now nothing more than a blur; washed away by my sudden awakening and the subsequent trials I was to face on that fateful day of 16 Last Seed, but her underlying message and tone will forever remain with me, and provided a great deal of inspiration in the harrowing days to come.
I was awakened that day by a rough, gravelly voice. The contrast between this and the dulcet tones of my dream was jarring, and I awoke with a start to find myself being watched over by a fellow prisoner. The ashen skinned Dunmer stared intently at me, a feeling of genuine concern apparent in his expression despite having lost one of his scarlet eyes; most likely taken by the sadistic bastards at the Imperial Prison during his prolonged incarceration.
“Can you stand, Bosmer? You were shaking, and you show clear signs of fever. I thought you would not make it through the night.” He spoke slowly and clearly, appraising my sickly, malnourished form with his one good eye.
It took me a moment to find the correct response, so taken was I by my dream.
“I... I was having a strange dream; that is all. Where are we?”
As he spoke, he staggered to his feet and deliberately moved to stand beside the wrought Iron Gate which sealed us within the dark and dingy cabin.
“Have you forgotten? We are aboard an Imperial prison ship, bound for the province of Morrowind. My homeland. I heard the guards speaking outside our cell – It seems we have reached our destination. They should be filing paperwork as we speak; it sounds like they are finally letting us go!”
I wished at that moment that I could share his optimism. But I had witnessed enough of the Imperials behaviour to have me convinced this was nothing more than a twisted game to them. Thoughts of slavery and execution immediately ran through my mind; I had horrors of finding myself released from the Imperial Prison where I had made some powerful allies, only to be sold to a twisted Dunmer plantation owner who would make me his pet. After all, I hear Bosmer females are particularly sought after by lonely and desperate noblemen . . .
Before I could bring myself to voice my opinion on the matter, our iron-clad door swung open on its hinges with an almighty crash and a large Imperial Guardsmen was framed in the entryway. He took one step forward and looked down at me; making me painfully aware that I was still sat ungracefully on the dusty floor of our cabin. Clearing his throat, he addressed me in his strong, confident tone.
“Caidiana Aluuvial, Wood Elf? I am under orders to escort you to the deck, where you will be released into the custody of the Vvardenfell authorities. Follow closely behind me, and for your sake, let’s keep this as civil as possible.”
With one final nod to my cellmate, I began to trudge through the damp and miserable corridors of the prison ship, my head lowered in an attempt to block out the jeering catcalls of the prisoners contained within their own holding cells. Why was I the only one to be guided along that oppressive, hostile passageway toward certain death at the hands of an executioner? There was so much at that time I failed to understand. The revelation that was soon to come only paved the way for yet more questions and uncertainty. This was to become a recurring theme throughout my time in Morrowind, each step I took simply serving to deepen the countless mysteries surrounding my identity and eventual destiny.
Upon finally completing the demoralising walk past the leering inmates, I was pushed unceremoniously through the hatch leading to the outer deck of that unremarkable Prison ship. The brutish guard who had dragged me from my cell gave a slight chuckle as he forced my head to collide roughly with the thick wooden trapdoor on my way through.
My first breath of fresh air was marred by the stench of stagnant swamp water and a veritable army of midges, who took an instant liking to me and homed in on my bare arms and neck the moment I stepped through the hatch into the lovely little Imperial wasteland known as Seyda Neen. A burly redguard turned to me with a slight smile.
“I can tell by your face you have been struck by the smell. Don’t worry, Wood Elf. You’ll get used to it.” He spoke in a hushed tone, as if sharing friendly words with an inmate was a crime in itself. I nodded appreciatively, well aware that if I were to truly express my resentment toward this guardsman then I would be treated to yet another of the savage beatings I had recently become accustomed to at the hands of these Imperial dogs. He followed up his initial greeting by adopting a more official tone and pointing to the wooden door at the end of a narrow, makeshift walkway.
“This is where they want you. Head down to the dock and follow the path to the Census Office. Socucius Ergalla will complete the necessary paperwork, and then you will officially become a citizen of Morrowind.”
This news instantly bought me to my senses, and I found a new spring in my step as I bounded down the walkway toward the finely crafted wooden door. I was to be released, after such a short sentence? I didn’t yet understand the reasoning behind this decision, but regardless, I was to become a free woman again. I had dreamed of this day every night for the last four years; and I was not going to allow some stagnant swamplands to spoil my mood.
However, I was not counting on the particular conversation that was to follow. When pursuing a profession like mine, it becomes natural to avoid talking about yourself too often and to stop drawing attention to yourself. Therefore, upon being interrogated, my usual reaction, as with many of my associates, is to start lying through my teeth. Covering for oneself is simply good sense, especially when you have something to hide.
Socucius himself seemed like a fairly regular Imperial Scribe; his plain, unassuming robe giving him an appearance slightly reminiscent of a devout monk or priest. His kindly blue eyes likely invited those who converse with him to open up and trust this surprisingly unthreatening Imperial agent. But when faced with his scrutinising gaze on the morning of 16 Last Seed, comfort was the last thing I felt.
“Ahh yes, Caidiana Aluuvial. We’ve been expecting you. You’ll have to be recorded before you are officially released. This is merely a formality, I am sure you are aware. Here at the office of Census and Excise, we do like to keep on top of paperwork. Now then, you will have to answer a few questions for the benefit of my records. Be brutally honest here, Bosmer. I want an insight into what makes your mind tick.” He spoke in a slightly squeaky voice, similar to that of a Bosmer male. I am not certain whether this was done to mock my people or to make me feel at ease, but I got the feeling it was not his natural tone and was put on for my benefit.
I cleared my throat and launched into a brief speech, unable to contain my anger any longer.
“Well now, if there is one thing I love, it is conversing with Imperials. No hard feelings about the harsh beatings and borderline starvation I have been subjected to for the past four years. Ask your questions, and I will gladly provide you with a wealth of information that you can use against me in future.” I am not entirely certain what prompted this outburst, but it went unappreciated. The only reaction I successfully invoked in the aging Imperial was a slight smirk and a subtle nod that told me he had been looking for exactly this kind of response. Inwardly kicking myself for allowing him to break through my defences, I folded my arms and inclined my head, motioning for him to continue. It was clear that I was dealing with a master of speechcraft, but I was not about to back down and allow him to patronise me any further. After a brief moment in which his eyes roamed over my body, clearly assessing my character and demeanour, he gathered a sheet of fresh parchment and quill from the nearby desk and began scribbling furiously, occasionally watching me as he began to ask a series of questions.
“Before your imprisonment, which province did you call home, Bosmer?” This was a simple enough question, and I did not hesitate in answering truthfully.
“I was born and raised in the Imperial City, sir. Cyrodiil is, and always will be, my home. You were likely expecting me to mention Valenwood, but I have never visited my people’s traditional homeland and thus do not identify myself with such an environment.”
Socucius nodded solemnly, watching me carefully once again as he followed up with his second question.
“What is your chosen profession? ‘Prisoner’ is not a particularly flattering title to be lumbered with, so your answer here will help to determine your future identity on Vvardenfell. Please choose your words carefully, Bosmer.”
I wracked my brain, listing in my head the various titles I had been given throughout my life in the Imperial City. Nuisance, Beggar, Pickpocket, Assassin, Murderer. None of these options seemed appropriate when placed under the scrutinising gaze of this Imperial Scribe. Eventually, after what seemed an age, I came to a conclusion which I knew would surprise this seemingly unshakeable official.
“I am a Diplomat, sir. Language is my weapon, and I am widely renowned for toppling fearsome opponents with a combination of well timed insults and a dazzling show of witty wordplay.” This was a complete lie, but it seemed to impress the man standing before me. Mission accomplished.
“This is an unusual path for a Bosmer to follow, especially one with a background as colourful as your own. However, I applaud this particular philosophy. I hope you will employ your talents in service to the Emperor, for if you are as skilled in the art of speechcraft as you claim then you could perform wonders for our cause.”
I laughed inwardly at this prospect. After the treatment I had received from the Imperials, the only business I wished to have with them would result in their swift and brutal assassination.
“Perhaps. I will take your words into account, sir.”
Another lie.
“Excellent. Now, I have one final question. It says here that you were born under a certain sign. What would that be, Bosmer?” His eyes widened as he asked this question; clearly this was a matter of great significance. Far more so than the previous questions he had assailed me with. It seemed an odd request, but I saw no harm in answering him honestly. Although negative conclusions could be drawn from my answer, it is not one’s fault which constellation they are born under.
“I was born under the sign of the Thief, sir.”
Socucius’ eyes narrowed as he jotted down this final piece of information, then he casually handed over the sheet of parchment he had been scribbling on.
“Show your papers to Captain Sellus Gravius when you exit, to get your release fee.”
After muttering a quick thank you I quickly proceeded through the door, stepping into a slightly larger room, painfully aware of the watchful stare I was being given by Socucius’ Imperial bodyguard as I brushed past him. Clearly my release was highly unorthodox, judging by the undue amount of attention I was being given by all those involved. The moment I was freed from the oppressive eyes of the Imperials, I quickly unrolled my release papers and looked over them. To my surprise, there was no mention at all of my birthsign. Clearly that was not required information, and was simply a matter of curiosity on the part of the Imperial Agent.
Outraged at the fact I had been outdone by an Imperial, I snatched up a few items from a nearby table and carefully stowed them out of sight. I felt I was owed a little payment for the years of abuse I had faced. Over the coming months, I would end up taking far more from the Imperial lapdogs, but those few meagre possessions were a start.
As it turned out, my meeting with Socucius was not the most awkward conversation I was destined to have with the Imperials that day. Unfortunately my meeting with Sellus Gravius, the captain in charge of my release, went no better than that previous debacle.
Captain Sellus Gravius was indeed an imposing sight; standing at well over six feet tall and wearing perfectly polished golden armour he cast a strong aura about himself and made me think twice about attempting to backtalk him the way I had Socucius.
Turning to me slowly, he said in a gruff yet not entirely unpleasant voice:
“First, let me take your identification papers. Honestly, word of your arrival only reached me yesterday. My name is Sellus Gravius, I am an Imperial Captain and you will do exactly as I say, Bosmer.”
Feeling that I was in no position to argue with a man who would likely be able to snap me in half with little effort, I nodded slowly and cast a quick glance about the rather unremarkable room.
Save for a small key resting on the shelf behind the Imperial Captain, there was little in the room that contained any real value. Figuring that the mysterious key was out of my reach for now, I turned my attention back to the figure that was currently addressing me and listened carefully to his words.
“You’re in Morrowind now, and the moment you step through that door you are free to establish your new life. You will of course be branded a citizen of the Empire, and as a result, will be obligated to follow the laws of the land. I do not know the reason for your release, nor why you are here. But the order has come from Emperor Uriel Septim VII himself, and that is enough for me. You have, however, been assigned a few specific duties which you are obligated to carry out. So pay careful attention; I do not wish to repeat myself.”
The emperor himself had decreed that I be released from the Imperial Prison? If the man standing before me had not been built like an Ogrim, I may have questioned him further on this point. But as it was, I allowed him to continue uninterrupted.
“This package came with the news of your arrival. Don’t open it, or there will be consequences. Your instructions are to travel to the city of Balmora and ask in the South Wall cornerclub for directions to the home of one Caius Cosades. Present him with this package, and then follow his instructions to the letter. Tell no one your business, and travel with haste. This is a small price for your freedom, Bosmer.”
I nodded to prove that I understood, and promised to deliver the package immediately. Upon hearing this, Sellus presented me with a small pouch containing 87 Gold coins and wished me luck for the journey ahead.
As I opened that door and took my first few steps into the town of Seyda Neen, I was hit with an overwhelming sense of freedom. I was now a citizen of Morrowind, and was certain that with the use of my somewhat unique talents I would prosper in the coming months . . . .
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