I?m what you might call a newbie in lore, i?ve been playing Morrowind for the past two years (on and off) and fell completely in love with it: the lies, the political intrigue, the philosophical intrigue, the House of earthly delights... LOVED IT. Don?t wanna talk about the many ways in wich Oblivion dissapointed me.
I have browsed through TIL for those 2 years, but I believe I havent been reading.... in the proper order, I guess I dont have a structure as to how to better absorb the lore, wich this forum is gonna be a great help in.
I havent got around to read the 36 lessons yet, I still cant digest them... And I dont think of myself as a moron who cant read past the metaphores, but I guess Ineed to do my homework better before I can attack all of the Kirkbride madness.... DONT GET ME STARTED ABOUT CHIM
Now, to the point... I like how every player who has been to Vvardenfell has this love/hate relationship with lord Vivec, after all he?s number one in my top 5 Most enigmatic and interesting characters in TES. But i cant understand the mini-dragon break that took place during the apotheosis of the tribunal. Especially Vivec: Did he become two Vivecs in one during this dragonbreak (the mortal Vehk who mudered the Hortator and the divine Vehk who lived and wrote the lessons)? Or is this just a way of rationalizing his actions before his Trial and the faceraqe of Azura? I mean, it?s very easy for me to picture him as a manipulating, lying SOB... He claims the tribunal ascended to gods in order to protect their people, but if that was case why the hell did he vanished after having lost his divinity (did he even really lose it or does it even matter since he achieved CHIM?) and leave the dunmer to their fate at the hands of Helseth and the remaining Houses?
I dont know, the scope is extremely complex and I apologize if you guys cant make sense out of my ramblings
I also need someone to open my eyes about the role the Nerevarine played: I dont see him as a heroe, I see him as a puppet
What I cant figure out is Whose puppet was he? Uriel?s puppet? Azura?s? Vehk?s? or Helseth and his mom?s?
Maybe they all play the roles we se fit they should play... i dont know... is it a matter of perspective?
PLEASE HELP!!!!