--Evening--
--Pawnee's House--
--Pawnee--Pawnee finished the dregs of his cigarette and snuffed the butt out on some rubble. All he could think about was Bittercup. He pictured a slave collar digging into her neck, and her chained and balled up on the floor somewhere, sobbing.
Buck barked and he heard footsteps echo up the stairwell.
Frieda appeared in the threshold, smiling.
The sight almost made Pawnee's heart stop. His stomach tied itself into a knot.
She - she doesn't know. . ."Hey," Frieda cooed. She plopped down next to Pawnee and gave him a hug. "Where the hell have you been all afternoon? I scoured the entire town. I even stopped at Brandy's to see if you had gone over to visit her."
God damnit. I had a great thing going and I blew it. Again. I haven't changed and I guess I never will. Frieda kissed Pawnee's cheek and playfully ruffled Buck's ears. "Is everything okay? Can I get you anything? There was food at the diner, I could go and get you some."
I - I have to tell her. I can't hurt her anymore. No more lies. Just the truth. "Yeah, something's wrong," Pawnee stood up, a bit wobbly. He pulled out his sack of coins and counted out the four that belonged to her, "I - I cheated on you with Brandy. I think she drugged me or something. I know that's no excuse. I hurt you and got you hurt with Scythe. I don't deserve you, Frieda. I never did. All I do is [censored] up and cause you pain. I - I don't want to hurt you anymore."
Pawnee dropped the gold at her feet. He shouldered his pack.
Should I tell her about Bittercup? Nah, that'd just get her worked up. She might put herself in danger again. Its time I take care of things on my own."I understand if you don't want to see me again," Pawnee continued, "I burned you twice. You can have my place. I'll sleep in the rubble outside somewhere. Where I belong. Just. . .just know that I loved you, Frieda, and that you are a wonderful, amazing woman. You deserved so much better than me. I - I hope you find someone that brings you joy instead of pain. I can't do that. All I do is [censored] things up and get people hurt. I think its best if I just go."
--Evening--
--Greyditch--
--Nikita/Zardoz--Nikita turned over on her cot, staring at Zardoz's back. He was fiddling with a power fist, holding it up to the lamp, while examining a series of leather straps he had looped around the outside.
"Do you really know what you're doing with that?"
"No. Not really," Zardoz mumbled. He put it down, "I think it should work, though. Not the best thing I've had to jury-rig but it should do the job. I'm all done."
"Why don't you try it on?"
"Its made for someone who's missing an arm," Zardoz chuckled, "if I tried to insert my arm into it, I'd ruin it. That boy should be back tomorrow and then we'll see."
Nikita nodded and stretched out. She patted the bed for Zardoz to sit down.
Zardoz looked Nikita over. She had wiped the makeup off of her face and was now wearing a white, lacy nightgown. She rubbed her chest and smiled at him, cloudy eyed.
"How did you do today, my dear? You seemed busy."
"Good. I told two fortunes," Nikita cooed, sitting up, "the first girl really liked hers. The second girl liked it at first, but became a real [censored] afterwards."
"Splendid," Zardoz beamed, "I'm sure the ladies in Tenpenny Tower will all be keen on having you tell them their future. You've gotten very good at Tarot."
"Thanks," Nikita chirped, "what about you?"
"I did very well today. The potions and tonics didn't sell as well as I'd hoped, but they rarely do," Zardoz rubbed his chin, "most of my dishware was bought out, along with the clothes, and some ammo. I think I made of profit of. . .hmm . .two thousand or so caps."
"You sold your sword," Nikita smirked.
"Yes, I've held onto that since we left Flagstaff," Zardoz nodded with satisfaction, "could have sold it for another two hundred caps, I think. The man seemed intent on buying it. Ah well. I sold the red dress too."
"
My red dress?" Nikita gasped.
"It. . .it wasn't yours," Zardoz stammered, "It was part of our inventory."
"I loved that dress," Nikita pouted, "I can't believe you sold it without asking me."
"You have so many dresses my dear. . .and I made a handsome profit off of it."
Nikita rolled over in her cot so she wasn't facing Zardoz. She frowned. She loved that dress. She decided she was going to pout about it until Zardoz got her a new one. She knew he would - it would probably be even nicer.
Zardoz had always pampered her. He put up with her brattyness, and was never short with her, always smiling. He loved Nikita and she knew it. Although Nikita hated it, she loved him too. The thing she loved most about him, other than his maturity and gentle nature, was the fact that he loved to hear her sing.
Zardoz blew out the lamp and curled up in bed next to Nikita. The two lay still for several moments in the dark, silent, trying to drift off.
"Zardoz," Nikita peeped.
"Yes?"
"Lets have a baby together. I want a baby. I think I'd make a good mother. We've saved up enough caps."
Zardoz kissed the back of her neck, "sleep now. We'll talk about it tomorrow."
***
At dawn the next morning, Zardoz was surprised to see a protectron standing right outside of his wagon. He walked up to it, wondering if it was malfunctioning or if it was somebody's idea of a joke.
"Hello there," Zardoz smiled at the machine, "is your owner in the area? Or is there something I can help you with my mechanical friend?"
OOC: Skirt: You can CC Pawnee into staying or leaving. Your choice.