» Mon May 07, 2012 3:42 am
According to the basic tenets of psychoanolysis, the only driving force behind any human activity is the need to reproduce. It does not matter what the activity is: selecting clothes, buying a car, having social contacts, playing sports, getting an education, building a career, if there is no way to subconsciously connect it with better chances of having offspring, you will not be positively motivated to do it. That is simply the way biological beings are wired. Expending frustrated energy some other way, when no positive action seem to be available is a compensating alternative, but the source of mental energy and drive is still the same.
(By the way, playing videogames allows you to expend your frustrated energies while simultaneously fooling yourself into thinking that you are doing something positive to satisfy your inner needs, if you play a heroic figure.)
In this case, you wish to roleplay a character who has frustrated energies (unless being in the Dark Brotherhood somehow improves chances in courtship), and who compensates for them negatively by becoming an assassin. So the key thing is to come up with a reason why the character would be frustrated. Perhaps a bad love affair, professional setbacks, a financial dead end, thrown out of school, a nasty looking wart. There are many to pick from.