Other-way around really. "It the essence needed to hold that 'dawning' together without disaster."
That's what everybody always says. "We of all the Aurbis live on through its fragments, ensnared in the temporal writings and erasures of the acausal whim that he begat by saying "I AM"."
Anybody who can say "I am", though, seems to be to still be very much trapped, and hence un-enlightened, as illustrated in "Eat the Dreamer"
What meaning do those super-powers have in what amounts to a fragment of the shattered mind of a mad god, not even that of the supreme consciousness. "That all the Interplay is one flea of assertion on a wolf of naught".
"drooling (the water from which we dragged ourselves out of to say, mirror-like, autochthonic, automatic, "WE ARE, TOO") on his countless knees, dementia given dimension, dimension dementia... "
While it is the constant maintenance of concentration that maintains CHIM, the concentration only serves to bind the subject to the Tower, and madness.
I know I'm taking this quote out of context, but: "Then will mighty Akatosh reply, wherein the petitioner must be demand full freedom! To speak in the fires of time is to render the speaker a subject of the matron Jills, those servants of the Dragon that mend minutes without volunteer. Only through freedom can true words remain untouched."
CHIM is overrated. "Those spirits that remained, lesser and greater, involuntary or eventual earthbone, surrendered all definite hold on divinity".
"Imagine being able to feel with all of your senses the relentless alien terror that is God and your place in it, which is everywhere and therefore nowhere, and realizing that it means the total dissolution of your individuality into boundless being. Imagine that and then still being able to say "I". The "I" is the Tower."
To me, that sounds like somebody who can't walk beyond existence into freedom.
Edit: maybe a better word for me to use instead of enlightenment would be "transcendence"
I wasn't thinking of it as ceasing to exist in the sense of ceasing to exist as you put it, more actually attaining a
real existence, rather than simply being a reflection of the "dementia". Existence without the "I", before the physical Tower as well, infinate potential, everything is everything. How in the hell is that self-defeating!
clearly, it is the "I" which is self-defeating. It may be "boring" to you now, but knowledge too is a lie, as is the very notion of "you".
:)