The Imperial City, Talos District. Morning. Overcast. My decrepit avatar is about to exit the city and returning to Weye to gather the clan before departing for Leyawiin.
Your paladin seems very restless as he travels from town to town constantly, performing his duties. Doesn′t he ever get a breather?
Vilja too chides him for his inability to “take it easy and enjoy life a little”. He can not bring himself to do so for any appreciable length of time. He steadfastly refuses to discuss the matter, but I think he suffers pangs of inadequacy and must therefore constantly justify his worth to both the powers-that-be and the population as a whole, to say nothing of the Nine. He feels, rightly or wrongly, that should he not be seen performing “good works” the public with soon question the honors and rewards bestowed upon him. What hath been given can be taken away. He recalls all too well what his life was like during the years immediately preceding his fortuitous meeting with Uriel Septim in the bowels of the capital. He does not wish a return to that existence. That is to be avoided at all cost.
Do not read more into this than is intended. My avatar most assuredly does
not do what he does solely as a means of self-preservation, though that motive does of course come in to play.
As to recent activity, the first leg of their return from Anvil was ho-hum. He again acted as journeyman armourer, repairing the gear of four Kvatch guardsmen. Otherwise nothing of note occurred.
They arrived in Skingrad early afternoon. My avatar had originally not intended to stop there, but then recalled his need to collect wine delivery fees and pick up a new commission from Tamika. That done, he decided they should wolf down a quick repast at West Weald Inn. At that point Vilja tripped him up. She let it be known in no uncertain terms that she was going to dictate their agenda, and exited the city posthaste.
He could of course have refused to bow to her whims, but saw no reason to do so. They had no pressing official matters to attend to. No private commissions either, save Tamika's wine run (to Rugdumph Estate in this case) which can be accomplished at leisure. Thus he found himself strolling east on the Gold, without a care in the world other than those concerns he brings upon himself. This is about as close to “taking it easy” as he comes.
The whole episode turned out to be nothing more that a sight-seeing excursion. Vilja had merely wanted to show him a Daedric Shrine, a Shrine which, as it so happens, he had previously visited. If it makes her happy so be it. A fellow could do far worse than keep his companion happy. Besides, en route to said Shrine they passed another Shrine, an Ayleid well, and a Rune Stone not previously mapped.
Vilja appeased, they returned to Skingrad. My avatar debated them spending the night there. In the end he chose to collect their beasts (left behind during Vilja's foray into the wilds) and return to Weye. Twas a gorgeous night for travel. The nebula was out in full force, bathing the more open expanses of land in a soft glow. The sky was crystal clear, allowing the unobstructed view of a rather intense meteor shower. The roads, having been scoured the day before, were free of vermin. Very relaxing. Quasi theraqeutic.
They arrived home minutes after midnight. My avatar went straight to bed.
Upon waking next morning he indulged himself by http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn303/Decrepit_Waste/ESIV%20Oblivion/WeyeManorBalconyMorn2.jpg, basking in the dawn of a new day as the first rays of a rising sun materialized from behind the concealing spire that is White-Gold Tower. At such times one can feel at peace with the world and harbor hopes for better tomorrows.
Reality eventually reared its ugly head. He left his Nirnly paradise and made his way to the Imperial City, there to gather mercantile delivery commissions and http://i307.photobucket.com/albums/nn303/Decrepit_Waste/ESIV%20Oblivion/RoadPatrolLeyAssigned.jpg. That brings us back to where this report began.
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