You write a big, and long, and complicated script for a mod. During the creation of the script you get both giddy and excited about how awesome the script is going to be. Hours pass and you're finally done; you look up at the heavens and cry out, "This is the best script EVER!".
...Then you realize that you could have accomplished the exact same thing in a script about 1/8 the size.
You're up to 4am plus working on CS and you're just starting the mod
4am brings about revelations of what to do with your mod which prompts you to write them all down and sketch
Your 30+ page game design document for the final project of your college course, is secretly a mod you have in your head
Buying a terrabyte external hard drive to backup your pc's hard drive, because a third of it is taken up just in oblivion mods and you only have 300 gigs of space.
You realize that you may need a second terrabyte hard drive for school and more modding resources.
This hobby has consumed your soul
Your hobby is also your college focus and that focus will get you a job.
On "freetime" after work, you're still modding a game even after spending 8 hours plus on a game at work.
Sleep is an option and caffein is mandetory.
You neglect all other games in your library consisting of other great titles in favor of a game you have never beaten, but have been adding mods too and making a mod for.
Any games you DO play are just sources of inspiration to add to Oblivion.
You get giddy for every little bit you get done on your own mod, because you're actually getting something done.
When away from your home computer (at work, Mom's house, etc.), whenever you see good modding tips/tricks online you copy them into Notepad to email to yourself for later use. Guilty as charged.
I often think of tweaks for my mod while I'm laying in bed trying to fall asleep. But I'm too lazy to write them down at that point so usually I have forgotten them the next day.
When you create a new small mod to test an idea you have for a large one.
This is standard and recommended practice actually. It's easier to work out all the kinks small scale than to try and do it in the final setting. However, most of these don't get uploaded anywhere. Oh... if I went and uploaded all of my test mods (including the ones that didn't work), I'd easily have well over 100 credited to my name, instead of maybe the 3-4 which are smallish and are probably the only ones worth downloading.
...when you've decided to use one test-esp for everything due to the amount of esps for testing and that any other person that would use it would probably ruin their save in less than a minute.
...when you begin to really bond with TestDood, the middle-aged Imperial male wearing nothing but sack cloth who has witnessed every single one of your miserable little failures, and is always the first to relish with you your modding successes.
I'm gonna play him out one day, I swear it. He will see GLORY! TESTDOOD, I LOVES YOU!
...when you begin to really bond with TestDood, the middle-aged Imperial male wearing nothing but sack cloth who has witnessed every single one of your miserable little failures, and is always the first to relish with you your modding successes.
I'm gonna play him out one day, I swear it. He will see GLORY! TESTDOOD, I LOVES YOU!
...when you've decided to use one test-esp for everything due to the amount of esps for testing and that any other person that would use it would probably ruin their save in less than a minute.
...when you begin to really bond with TestDood, the middle-aged Imperial male wearing nothing but sack cloth who has witnessed every single one of your miserable little failures, and is always the first to relish with you your modding successes.
I'm gonna play him out one day, I swear it. He will see GLORY! TESTDOOD, I LOVES YOU!
When you've done truly unspeakable things to your character or NPCs just to test out a new mesh or some gameplay mechanic. And no longer feel guilty for it.
The three are related... and why I tend to use more than one file to test anything.
When you don't hate Will-o-the-Wisp because they are a challenge to fight but because they're difficult to select with the console to use KILL while modtesting.
When you realise after reading Khettienna's post that every one of the characters you're playing IS a TestDood. You started that character to test a mod, and just kept playing it, rather than ever starting one to actually play the game with.
When you have spent so much time searching out voice actors for your mod and listening to literally hundreds of voice over demo's (most of which contain at least one or more of your 'average' standard commercial type voice overs along with various other non commercial demos) you actually start anolyzing the quality of voice overs done for T.V. commercials while waiting for your movie to resume.. :ahhh:
Actually the 'Bacon Bits' commercial with the *crazy* voice over for the dog speaking his mind now just gets me every time.. Funny.. I never gave it a thought previous.. 'ITS BACON!!!'... I can still vaguely imagine the mass effort and emotion put in by the voice actor to pull that 'character' off, the facial expressions.. It haunts me..