I had managed to escape the ambush the remaining Enclave warriors had in store for us.
It took me some time, during which I sank into a deep mourning and depression, to reach my surviving friends. They had been loaded into the train and taken to an ancient prison in Arizona. There they would be tortured and forced to confess the structure of the resistance.
I alone remained of the resistance now. I didn't know it at the time, but our story was far from finished. Those dark days were a blur of renewed loneliness and the kind of madness that can only grip a Deathclaw stripped of dignity and friendships.
I wandered alone in the desert until I reached the edges of the known Mojave.
Thirst and infection from my wounds almost drove me into a feral insanity I might have never recovered from.
I couldn't even remember the days leading up to those weeks. Looking back I remember Carrie as a mirage. She led me or my senses did. Or both.
I knew somewhere Cobalt couldn't be broken. What pain can possibly shake a god? Only his people's suffering had bothered him.
Charles Rose was dead. So was Coffee. Those hideous Enclave had even shot the bird.
I thought at the time that they had killed Carrie also. Well past her time, of course. But never-the-less I recall thinking she had fallen after all. But she wasn't at Tibbets. Her story...well I will get back to her later...
I reached Tibbets and stood drooling, naked in the desert staring at its gnarled remains.
Cobalt's howls of defiance raged in sound all the way to where I now stood.
An Enclave with his helmit off stood smoking outside with me walking silently up to him,. The setting sun laid my shadow upon him.
For a second he was Charles Rose.
"Goris. It is alright. You have lost loved ones before, you know better than to give up." Charles Rose told me. He smiled boyishly and winked.
Then with a gutteral snarl I swatted the Enclave soldier across the sand. He did several cartwheels and blood made Moulin Rouge. His cry echoed in my ears and startled several crows.
"Hail good food indeed!" They cried out in unison.
I lifted my head back and roared silencing the desert and the spawn of Coffee.
"Goris. You must collect yourself or they will kill you." Carrie stood nearby. She spoke softly. The Ghoul Maiden was right. As an animal I was no match for the guards.
"What shall I do?" I let the blood lust seep out of my pores.
"Goris!" It was Xarn now. "You forget so much. Don't let the desert take what it has given."
"I miss you." I panted. My old wound ached terribly but couldn't numb the loss of my people.
"We are all here now. Soon you will join us if you have lost your wisdom old write and warrior." Gruthar spoke next.
"Father..." I then collapsed. Several lasers passed through me. Enclave stood on me, around me and over me.
"Get a picture." One chuckled.
"Dude it killed private Harris..." Another objected.
"Shoot it in the head it's still breathing." A third voted.
"No. Tie it. Drag it inside. This is the one we were told about." The voice. It wasn't an Enclave Officer speaking. No it was. But another reinerated the same thought.
A Setite.
What were those demons doing here? What?
I then slipped into the coma I dreamed in for several more days. Weeks. After I awoke I was not in the Southwest Commonwealth anymore...
The darkest chapter had yet to begin...